PIMPLES

Tangina..!!
May pimples na naman ako..!!
Guess kung saan na naman?
San pa?
Sa ILONG..!!!
Lagi na lang dun..

DALAGINDING
Dalagang Bading

kagabi featured sa I-witness ang docu na ito..
DALAGINDING..
ang cute nung docu..
3 part sya..

1st.. about kay Dexter..
7 years old pa lang sya..
mga friends nya girls lahat..
ung story nya kung ano yung pananaw ng mga
tao sa lugar nila sa kanya syempre pati ng family nya..

2nd.. they call themselves The Powerpuff Gays..
3 friends sila..
puro bading..
taray nito..
nag-journey pa silang 3 sa baguio dahil yung isa sa kanila,
may-aaminin sa lolo nya..
tapos yung 2, moral support..
winner to..!!

3rd.. Pussycat Gays
4 naman sila..
and yes, puro bading din..
eto ang pinaka-level sa lahat..
sila na yung nth stage ng pagiging dalaginding..
mga nag-pepekpek shorts na..
spaghetti strap..
at BRA..
pero ang pinakanakakaloka sa lahat..
at their tender age..
nag-piPILLS na sila..!!!
HORMONAL PILLS..

while watching the documentary, ang nasabi ko lang sa sarili ko, "I remember the days.." hahaha.. totoo.. makikita mo kasi yung sarili mo nung ganung edad ka pa.. kasi when people ask kung kelan ko daw nalaman na bading me, sabi ko since childhood.. pre-nursery nga alam ko na eh.. kaya ndi na ako na-shock dun sa mga bata na alam na nila at an early age..

dahil dito.. pwede itong gawing MEME..

Anong mga naaalala mo nung bata ka (gay childhood memories ah..)? Yung mga happiness lang.. Wag na yung mga masasama.. Okie?

** MS. UNIVERSE. nung bata ako, lagi kaming naglalaro ng Ms. Universe.. nauso pa naman yun kasi sa Manila ginanap yung Ms. Universe 1994.. memorize ko pa lahat ng names and countries nila dati.. at sa aming role playings, ako lagi si MINORKA MERCADO, Ms. Venezuela.. katcha/kumot pa ang mga ginagamit naming gown..

** BARBIE DOLLS. siyempre I don't own one noh?! sa younger sister ko lang.. at ito pa ang masama, ginupitan ko ng hair.. from long hair, naging apple cut..!!

** PINK RANGER/PINK FIVE/PINK MASK. kahit power ranger man, bioman o maskman, isa lang ang character na gusto ko..!! PINK ladies..!!

** MAKE-UP and HIGH HEELS. sino ba dito ang ndi pinaglaruan ang make-up at suotin ang high heels ni mudang o ni ate.. hahaha..

i pass this to my gay friends na nasa list ko.. ayokong mag-name names kasi baka ndi pala siya bading, magalit pa..!! hahaha..

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Buddhist Thoughts for The Day

The sincerity of making offerings to the Lotus Sutra at the beginning of the New Year is like flowers blooming from trees, a lotus unfolding in a pond, sandalwood blossoming on the Snow Mountains, or the moon beginning to rise….. those who believe in the Lotus Sutra will gather fortune from ten thousand miles afar. (NEW YEAR'S GOSHO, Major Writings of Nichiren Daishonin, Vol 1, p 272)

A Thing Called MEME..

Instructions: Name ten (10) of life’s simple pleasures that you like the most, then pick ten (10) people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used.

1. SINGING. Though I'm not a very good singer, I love to sing at the top of my lungs.. BIRIT ah..!! Well, infairness, about ko naman.. Hehehe.. Kahit saan, kahit kelan, gusto lang kumakanta talaga.

2. PAN DE COCO. Whenever I pass by a bakery, hay naku, kailangan makabili me ng pan de coco.. Sarap..!! May nabili na me na pan de coco na piso lang, minsan twelve pesos..

3. PROJECT RUNWAY. Pinakafavorite kong reality-tv show.. Every Thursday sa Travel and Living Channel.. "One day you're in, the next day you're out."

4. TSIKAHAN. Lahat ng bading mahilig tsumika.. Ang saya eh.. Daming bagong nalalaman.. At magugulat ka na lang sa mga madidiscover mo..!! Winner!!

5. PIZZA. Especially pag depress ako.. I want pizza..!! Kahit 3M Pizza pa yan..!! Sarap kaya ng 3M.. Yung ham and cheese lang.. *drooling*

6. INTERNET. Simula nang nagDSL kami, yun everyday na me nagnenet.. Blog.. Email.. Friendster.. Fabuloush.. Multiply..

7. MOVIES. I love watching movies.. lalo na pag big screen.. tsaka pag kasama an mga girl friends ko.. I wanna try IMAX sa SM Mall of Asia nga eh.. Parang ang ganda nya..

8. YOU TUBE. Recently lang to.. Esp pag videos ni Regine.. Lahat na ata napanuod ko..

9. NIECES. They are like the cutest.. Just check my friendster account..

10. BUDDHISM. Helps me deal with everyday life..

I like to pass this to everyone na nasa link ko..!!

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Buddhist Thoughts of The Day

"I am entrusting you with the Gohonzon for the protection of your young child. This Gohonzon is the heart of the Lotus Sutra and the eye of all the scriptures. It is like the sun and moon in the heavens, a mighty ruler on earth, the heart in a human being, the wish-granting jewel among treasures and the pillar of a house. When one embraces this mandala, all Buddhas and gods will gather around him, accompanying him like a shadow, and protect him day and night, as warriors guard their ruler, as parents love their children, as fish rely on water, as trees and plants crave rain, or as birds depend on trees. You should trust in it with all your heart." (UPHOLDING THE FAITH IN GOHONZON, Major Writings of Nichiren Daishonin, Vol. 5, page 177)

Sadness

Last week, for 3 straight nights I was at Julz's house.. Wake nung dad niya.. I don't kung ano reason why he died.. basta ang alam ko lang na-stroke na yun dati.. Bka nanghina na yung katawan.. ang kwento ni chels (yun tawag ko sa kanya) kausap lang daw ni mudang nila tapos tumalikod sa pagkakahiga then yun di na sumasagot.. Un..

Contrary, ang saya ng atmosphere sa burol.. daming bakla..!! hahaha.. tawanan galore.. and siyempre hindi mawawala ang "Casinos" sa burol.. mag nag-kakara kruz, tong-its, pusoy.. at ang dami ng pera ng mga tao.. KALA KO BA MAHIRAP ANG MGA PILIPINO? at eto pa ang nakakatawa.. kahit nawalan na ng ilaw, bumuhos ang malakas na ulan at nahulog na ang tolda.. THERE'S NO STOPPING THEM FROM PLAYING.. tuloy pa rin ang tayaan..!! hahahaha..

Dami rin tao pumunta.. Mga friends nya sa Don Bosco, UST, AA, GAP etc.. Sabi nga ng mga bading dun, "Reunion daw".. kasi dun na lang kami nagkikita-kita ulit..

Dapat punta me nung libing nung saturday.. pero naka-sked na yung outing ko nun eh.. kasama nga dapat chels eh.. siyempre di ko na siya pinasama kasi naman diba?

Sabi nga ni Jey.. "Mama (referring to me), ikaw na lang ang may pudra..!" Oo nga noh?! Sa aming badinggerlings (Me, Julz, Mai and Honorary Member Jey) ako nalang ang may pudra.. Yung kay Julz and Mai, syugok na.. Yung kay Jey naman di na nya nakikita.. nasa states..

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Outing..!!

Saturday-Sunday.. Outing kami sa Laguna.. sa isang sikretong lugar.. bakit secret? hahaha.. amin na lang yun.. 15 dapat ang originally na kasama.. at biglang bago mag-Saturday.. wala na sila.. 6 nalang kaming natira.. hay.. that's life.. Me, Jey, Mark, Pibs, Roi, Jason.. kasama sin ichiko (jey and mark's baby!) we really had fun.. as in.. bonding galore.. inuman, videoke, swimming.. we ate lunch sa Laong Laan Restaurant.. Sarap ng Crispy Pata.. pumunta din kami sa SIOLAND (ang tanging supermarket na nakita namin dun!) to buy some stuff.. WALA SILANG PAPER PLATE NA BINEBENTA DUN..!!! diba ang taray..!! pag-uwi naman.. tulog lahat sa van.. pagod pero masaya.. next year daw Puerto naman daw.. Sana..

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Buddhist Thoughts of The Day

Never seek this Gohonzon outside yourself. The Gohonzon exists only within the mortal flesh of us ordinary people who embrace the Lotus Sutra and chant Nam-myoho-renge-kyo. The body is the palace of the ninth consciousness, the unchanging reality which reigns over all life's functions. (THE REAL ASPECT OF THE GOHONZON, Major Writings of Nichiren Daishonin, Vol 1, p.213)

Natatawa Ako

Mt . Everest yan nasa pix.. Ndi ako natatawa sa itsura ng Mt. Everest o kung ano man about dun.. Natatawa ako sa mga climbers nito.. Diba may mga sariling expedition na ginawa ang bawat grupo na supported naman ng 2 giant networks.. Si Garduce was backed up by GMA 7 and yung the First Philippine Expedition Team was backed up by ABS-CBN 2.. Kaya ako natatawa is like this.. Xempre, super proud ang GMA kasi sila ang nauna na umakyat with Garduce.. Ang alam ko kasi may expedition TEAM na aakyat talaga.. pero nagulat ako mag-isa lang ito.. Naiisip ko tuloy ang feeling nya.. Anyway, tapos mga week/weeks later umalis na sa Pilipinas yung isang team kasama ang ABS-CBN.. Eh di since then on, super broadcast live na sila from Nepal.. Ang GMA may mga satellite chuva pa.. Sa ABS ndi ko alam kung meron.. Eto na.. Dito me natatawa.. Nauna na sa peak ng Mt. Everest si Oracion and Ermata (yung leader ng Expedition Team) tapos si Garduce medyo malapit na.. To think na nauna si Garduce sa kanila ng ilang mga days/weeks.. Diba? Sayang ang effort ng GMA 7.. Sa mga climbers naman, friendly competition lang naman daw yun.. Pero sa networks, I doubt.. So, sino ang nanalo sa dalawang network? Your guess is as good as mine.. Moral Lesson: "Ang nauuna, hindi lang unang dumarating!"

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Buddhist Thoughts of The Day

"Shakyamuni who attained enlightenment countless aeons ago, the Lotus Sutra which leads all people to Buddhahood, and we ordinary human beings are in no way different or separate from each other. Therefore, to chant Myoho-renge-kyo with this realization is to inherit the ultimate law of life and death. To carry on this heritage is the most important task for Nichiren's disciples, and that is precisely what it means to embrace the Lotus Sutra." (HERITAGE OF THE ULTIMATE LAW OF LIFE, Major Writings of Nichiren Daishonin, Vol 1, p.22)

MOVING ON
(got a poem from the net..)

I'm staring at my window
looking out at the trees
Looking at the beautiful rain
Mother natures beautiful things

I look straight to the mirror
And look at what i see
Tears streaming down my face
What happend to the happy me?

I watch all the little kids playing
they're all dancing in the rain happily
I remember those days
When there werent any worrying

I look back at those fun times
When i was with u
Hah we were having fun
U said i love u and i said i love u too

I look at the pictures
seems like it was just yesterday
I wasnt afraid
But then things just started to fade...

I look at all those fun times
When i was with u
But now they seem so stupid
Cuz it wasnt even true

I watch all the little kids playing outside
Running around in the rain happily
They make me regret what i did
But it was for the best i guess

I look straight into the mirror
See tears rolling down my face
There was a pain inside my heart
He's one no one can replace

But then i stare at my window
i look out at all the trees
I wipe my tears and make a smile
Now i can be free

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Buddhist Thoughts of The Day

"... do not go around lamenting to others how hard it is for you to live in this world. To do so is an act utterly unbecoming to a worthy man."

"It is rare to be born a human being. The number of those endowed with human life is as small as the amount of earth one can place on a fingernail. Life as a human being is hard to sustain - as hard as it is for the dew to remain on the grass. But it is better to live a single day with honour than to live to one hundred and twenty and die in disgrace." (THE THREE KINDS OF TREASURE, Major Writings of Nichiren Daishonin, Vol 2, p. 238)

PARTYing at Hard Rock

last tuesday, some of my college classmates and I decided to meet up.. aleth, whose bf is part of a band who will be performing that night decided na dun na lang kami.. chikahan galore.. biruan.. just like college.. si ikay may boyfriend na apparently ay pupunta ng australia ang bf.. tapos break na yung the longest-running couple sa room namin.. nung feb pa pala.. super kalungkot kasi feeling namin, yun na talaga.. 4 yrs na sila.. fall out of love ang drama.. btw, the band na nagperform was super OK.. as in.. gaganda ng mga songs and ang boses.. winner..!! daming foreigner dun.. and yes, with their filipina wife or girlfriend.. tapos nakakatawa pa kasi may isang foreigner dun na mag-isa lang sa table.. tapos nung mejo lively na ang mga songs, sumayaw ng super performance level.. at mag-isa pa rin.. sabi ni aleth, ganun daw talaga yun.. ayaw magpapartner.. who says that "no man is an island"?? hahaha.. tapos may lasing na dun na fil-am gurl from new york.. nagdance xa ng sexy dance sa gitna.. bootyshaking pa xa.. at walang bra kaya bakatsina ang lola mo.. tapos pinaghihila nya yung mga classmates kong girls kasi gusto nya ng kasayaw.. babalik na daw siyang new york kaya gusto nyang magsaya man lang daw bago makaalis.. dba? ang saya.. i get to see my closest friends ulit.. sana we could do that often.. nakakmiss lang sila..

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Buddhist Thoughts of The Day

There is no greater happiness for human beings than chanting Nam-myoho-renge-kyo. The sutra says, "The people there [in my land] are happy and at ease. "Happy and at ease" here means the joy derived from the Law. You are obviously included among the "people," and "there" indicates the entire world, which includes Japan. "Happy and at ease" means to know that our lives--both our bodies and minds, ourselves and our surroundings--are the entities of ichinen sanzen and the Buddha of absolute freedom. There is no greater happiness than having faith in the Lotus Sutra. It promises us "peace and security in this life and good circumstances in the next. Never let life's hardships disturb you. After all, no one can avoid problems, not even saints or sages. (HAPPINESS IN THIS WORLD, Major Writings of Nichiren Daishonin, Vol 1, p 161)

(from left: FE buddist-mate, works in Dairy industry, ROSELLE a mother, works in FOREX Trading Industry, ME a goddess, MARA mekmek's bestfriend and MEKMEK, roselle's only daughter)

last saturday, nag-outing kami ng mga gradschool classmates ko..
supposedly, 5 kaming magkakaklase mag-ououting..
good luck..!!
yung 2 saamin, ndi pinayagan ng parents..
diba ang taray?
VERY COLLEGE..
to think na gradschool na ang level namin..
na medyo late 20's to early 30's ang age eh ndi pa pinapayagan..
WARLA..!!

e2 pa..
yung isa taga-CAVITE lang..
tapos yung outing namin..
sa CAVITE lang..
san ka pa lulugar?

we just made most out of it kahit wala sila..
nandun naman yung 2 kids para pumalit..
hahaha..

wala kaming masyadon prinoblema..
kasi nga we have a mother with us..
sya na lahat sa food and transpo..
we just had to pay the venue lang..

winner pa ang bonding session namin..
mega kwento sila about their life..
actually si Roselle lang naman ang nagkwkwento eh..
we were just there listening..
winner naman kasi ang life story nya..
pwedeng isa-TV..

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Buddhist Thoughts of The Day

A truly wise man will not be carried away by any of the eight winds: prosperity, decline, disgrace, honour, praise, censure, suffering and pleasure. He is neither elated by prosperity nor grieved by decline. The heavenly gods will surely protect one who does not bend before the eight winds.(THE EIGHT WINDSMajor Writings of Nichiren Daishonin, Vol 1, p 206)

EXPOSURES of ALL KIND

Watched TV Patrol World kanina..
NEWS ulit..
don't get me wrong, hindi ito about sa mga rally..!!

iba na talaga ang TV ngayon..
provocative na..
pero ndi naman pornina level..
mild exposures lang..

1st exposure: AREOLA..!!
yung news kasi about sa 3 thousand plus nanay nag-brebreastfeed..
sa isang venue lang..
an attempt to break the world record..
nagulat ako kasi yung angle ng cam from the top..
kaya yun..
sight ang areola..
goodluck..
alam naman natin ang areola ng mother pag kakapanganak pa lang db?
very dark and ang laki..!!
hehehe..

2nd exposure: BUTT CHEEK..!!
news ulit..
about keanna..
magpapadagdag daw kasi ng pwet..
yun..!!
tapos kaloka..
ang eksena..
tinaas ni Vicky Belo ang skirt ni keanna..
(naka-side view si keanna)..
yun, pinipisil ang butt cheek..
tapos yung isang eksena yung naka-pang operating dress na siya..
pinakita yung mga drawing sa pwet nya..

3rd exposure: PIPI..!!
when do we use this word?
pag we are referring to the vagina of a bata..
(diba, yan ang tawag nyo dun?)
pero ito sa MMK..
yung kay Vilma..
pinapalitan nya ng lampin yung bata..
un nakita..

dati wala tayong nakikitang ganito sa tv noh?
sa cable lang..
ngayon sa primetime meron na..
kahit na hindi bastos yung mga ganung sight..
nakakapanibago lang..

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Buddhist Thought of The Day

Even though one neither reads nor studies the sutra, chanting the title alone is the source of tremendous good fortune. The sutra teaches that women, evil men, and those in the realms of Animality and Hell--in fact, all the people of the Ten Worlds--can attain Buddhahood. We can comprehend this when we remember that fire can be produced by a stone taken from the bottom of a river, and a candle can light up a place that has been dark for billions of years. If even the most ordinary things of this world are such wonders, then how much more wondrous is the power of the Mystic Law. (THE ONE ESSENTIAL PHRASE, Major Writings of Nichiren Daishonin, Vol 1, p 223)

Saturation Point (Sawang sawa na ako..!)

Nakapagtimpla ka na ba ng juice (TANG for me please..!!)..??

tapos sa sobrang dami ng nalagay mong powder, hindi na siya ma-desolve..

yung medyo may mga granules pa ng powder..

yun..!!

yun ang Saturation Point..!!

ganyan din ako pagnanonood me ng news sa TV..

PUNYETA..!!

sawang-sawa na ako sa PULITIKA..!!

gggrr...!!

kahit sa dyaryo, sa radyo.. YUN DIN ANG TOPIC..!!

ano ba gusto ng tao?

palitan na si GMA?

FINE.

pero you think, matitigil itong usapan na ito..?

HINDI..

HINDI KASI MAKONTENTO ANG TAO..

ayaw nila kay Erap..

Pinaalis.

GMA pinalit..

ngayon ayaw nila kay GMA..

sino papalit?

tapos pag napalitan na..

AYAW na naman nila sa susunod..!!

KAYO KAYA MAGPATAKBO SA PILIPINAS..

it seems kasi alam nila ang sagot sa problema ng pilipinas..

Punyeta talaga..!!

Simula palang sa umpisa..

AYOKO TALAGA SA RALLY..!!

Situation #1

Chairwoman (hahaha..!!) kasi ako ng Political Party namin sa AB dati..

tapos yung founder namin, na prof sa AB and adviser namin eh kilala sa pagiging aktibista..

hay naku..

xempre medyo nahihirapan ako kasi lagi kaming clash sa ideas..

Situation #2

May forum dati sa AB..

invited lahat ng major ng Social Science..

ang speakers mga prof din ng Soc Sci..

parang assessing Philippines Economically, Socially, Politically, etc..

may pinag-uusapan kasi about mga rally-rally..

tapos i made a comment..

sabi ko.. "yung mga rally na yan.. traffic lang yan.."

nandilat ang mga mata ng PRO-rally prof..

especially the socio prof..

KEBER..

Ayoko ko talaga sa rally..

Yun context ng rally ko dito is yung rally sa Pilipinas ah..

hindi yung peaceful assembly..

RALLY talaga..

nakakaawa rin kasi yung mga tao..

na-hohose lang sila..

nabubugbug pa yung iba..

ang iniisip ko..

mahihirap ang mga nagrarally diba?

bakit gugustuin pa nilang gumastos sa rally kaysa sa ibili ng makakain?

yung mga posters nila..

streamer.. effigy..

alam ko noble cost yung pinaglalaban nila..

maganda naman yung gusto nilang mangyari..

pero araw-araw na lang..

pag tumaas ang gasolina, RALLY..

pag may kinulong, RALLY..

pag tumaas ang bilihin, RALLY..

etc, etc, etc..

eto pa ang ironic..

isa lang ang sagot nila sa lahat ng problemang yan..

"OUST GMA!"

diba ang taray?

pag umalis si GMA, bababa ang presyo ng gasolina..

pag umalis si GMA, bababa ang presyo ng bilihin..

pag umalis si GMA, papalayin ang mga kinulong..

pag umalis si GMA, yayaman na tayong lahat..!!

PUNYETA!

natawa pa ako sa nakita ko sa news sa TV..

sabi nung isang rallyista.. "hindi kami destablizers.."

punyeta..

ang nakalagay sa streamer nila..

"OUST GMA!"

ndi ka destabilizer? ano yan?

makontento na sana ang mga tao..

maraming magagandang bagay ang nangyayari..

yun naman minsan ang pansinin natin..

ndi yung puro mali..

ndi ganun kadali ang maging pangulo..

ndi ganun kadali solusyunan ang mga problema ng bansa..

ok na kung nakakakain kayo ng 3 beses sa isang araw..

yung iba kasi gusto may meryenda pa..

yung iba kasi mahirap na nga, gusto pang magka-cellphone..

yun yung nakakainis..

pag medyo ok na ang buhay..

cge pwede na magmerienda..

pag medyo ok na ulit..

bili na ng 5110..

may WOWOWEE naman eh..

hehehe..

i will have a different entry for that..

gumawa nalang ang tao ng ikabubuti ng bawat isa..

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Buddhist Thoughts for The Day

Strengthen your faith more than ever. Ice is made of water, but it is colder than water. Blue dye is produced from indigo, but if something is dyed in it repeatedly, it becomes bluer than the indigo plant itself. The Lotus Sutra itself does not change, but as you continue to strengthen your faith in it, you will be filled with more vitality and receive more blessings than other people do. (THE SUPREMACY OF THE LAW, Major Writings of Nichiren Daishonin, Vol 3)