text nyo ako ah.. pakilala kayo..
Friday, February 23, 2007
Sunday, February 18, 2007

It is important to remember that these people are not vengeful creatures (hahaha). If someone tries to take advantage of them, the pig type tend to withdraw to reflect on the problem and protect themselves. All they need in such situations is a little time to find a constructive way to respond. The people of the pig type are conservative creatures of habit. They dislike being made to travel too far from familiar surroundings, unless it is a trip to the countryside. They love nature and are never happier than when they are out somewhere, far from the city.
There is a tolerant and peaceful side to their character. Such people are never afraid to allow others their freedom of expression; they do not want to cause arguments and if there is any way to avoid arguing, they will probably take this option. They are not weak, however, and if the situation forces them to fight these people will rise to the occasion, whether it is to defend themselves or those close to them. People of the Boar type are the most admired by others (hay.. eto na talaga yun eh!).
Famous people born under the Pig sign:
Alfred Hitchcock, British film maker
Andrew Jackson, 7th US President
Arnold Schwarzenegger, Governor of California
Billie Joe Armstrong, musician
Bryan Adams, singer
Carlos Santana, musician
Chiang Kai-shek, Chinese politician
David Letterman, talk show host
Elton John, singer
Ernest Hemingway, writer
Ewan McGregor, actor
Henry Ford, inventor
Humphrey Bogart, actor
Jada Pinkett Smith, actress
James Buchanan, 15th US President
Jermaine Dupri, rapper and producer
Jerry Lee Lewis, singer
Johnny Knoxville, Actor, DareDevil
Kareem Abdul-Jabbar, basketball player
Ken Watanabe, actor
Kevin Spacey, actor
Lee Kuan Yew, Singapore's first Prime Minister
Lisa "Left Eye" Lopez, rapper and singer
Magic Johnson, basketball player
Missy Elliott, rapper and singer
Rachel Weisz, actress
Rob Corddry, actor and comedian
Ronald Reagan, former US President
Snoop Dogg, American rapper
Thomas Jefferson, 3rd US President
Tupac Shakur, actor, rapper, and poet
Winona Ryder, actress
Woody Allen, writer, director
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Sunday, February 04, 2007
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
look at the pix.
so meant to be.
credits to empress for the idea of this post

Monday, January 29, 2007
Monday, January 15, 2007
(posts from my old blog)
UTANG NA LOOB
(Debt of Gratitude)
Bakit kaya nauso ang UTANG NA LOOB sa mga Pilipino noh?
Naiinis ako dito..
Dapat nga matuwa pa ako diba (lalo na kasi saakin may utang)..
Pero ndi..!!
Ginagawa ng isang tao ang isang bagay sayo dahil dito?
Nakakatuwa ba yun?
HINDI.
(na-mention nya kasi na may play dati sa CCP tapos di xa pumunta kasi malayo)
Me: Paano kaya kung yung play namin sa CCP kaya ginagawa, eh di ndi ka na pumunta?
Him: Pupunta! May utang na loob ako sayo eh.
Fucker..!!
Diba nakakainis yung ganun?
Shit..!!
Ginagawa mo yung isang bagay not because gusto mo talaga but dahil sa utang na loob?
grrr..
HInatid ko siya sa sakayan..
Him: Hanggang dito na lang. Malayo pa lalakarin mo pabalik. Salamat nalang.
Me: Ano ka ba? Konti lang yan noh? Parang AB to EspaƱa lang to.
Him: Hindi sige na. Tignan mo may mga nagiinuman pa dito, baka maano ka pa pagbalik mo.
Me: He! Tsaka hayaan mo na, mauubos na naman yung utang diba? Konti na lang.
Him: Hindi naman kasi literal na nauubos yun noh. Hindi yun mauubos. Kaw talaga.
Me: ...
Last night, March 26, 2006, was the night for Artistang Artlet's 25th Anniversary Production.. It was held for the first time outside of UST (where our plays were not allowed to be shown).. PETA Theater Center was the chosen venue for this production.. Though the audience we expected were more than who came, still it was a success.. The almost 2 month preparation of each individual both members and alumi paid off.. I'm proud to be part of Artistang Artlets, I'm proud to have been part of this Anniversary Production.. Though I have experienced a lot of problem regarding this production, I still am proud to say, "I did it!"..
The following are the synopsis of the ORIGINAL PLAYS done by AA:
"JEWEL at ANG KANYANG DALAWANG.."
by Kristoffer Andres
Jewel is average gay guy who fell in love for the first time with his classmate Edward. Although they are good friends, Jewel is yet to tell his heartthrob friend about his inner feeling for his classmate. But his decision is weighed by two of his conscience: one prodding Jewel into the relationship while the other implicating Edward as a user who would take advantage of Jewel’s niceties. Jewel decided to follow his feeling and tell Edward, but ends up embarrassed and ashamed. And as he tries to kill himself, he was saved by a mysterious phone call. Years passed, Jewel and Edward had gone their separate ways. But Jewel has been hounded by Edward to which the gay guy doesn’t entertain. However, a sudden realization wakes Jewel and was able to look into Edward’s feelings. Now, Jewel has to make up for lost time, to tell Edward about how he feels for his friend. But at what cost?
"Abuloy"
The story revolves around the life of Mathilda Barbasa, a struggling widow with an autistic daughter who is faced with a dilemma of saving her dead husband from the clutches of the funeraria’s awaiting freezer by paying the expenses. Suddenly, a mysterious man, Gregory Asuncion, appeared in the picture. Will he be of help to Mathilda or will he bring her husband into a cold and freezing disaster?
"Memorandum of Agreement"
It’s Chiqui’s birthday party. Lovers Park and Arlene show up along with their gay bestfriend Cromwell. Cromwell shares a rumor in the group that leads to every different sides from among the guests. In the middle of tequilas and red wines, revelations unfold as Arlene announces pregnancy from his long time boyfriend Park while Cromwell announces ten years of gay partnership to Arlene’s boyfriend Park. Chiqui announces that her husband left her because of impotence. In the end, a very unlikely resolution comes to mind that becomes an unforgettable gathering to each character.
"BARAHA"
Nitz is an aging fortune teller who’ve always waited for love. She dreams of a life of passion similar to the telenovelas she religiously follows. Her upcoming 35th birthday becomes a wake-up call: she has waited long enough. If love doesn’t find her, she will find love herself. She decides to pursue the man she adores – Emil, a policeman who doesn’t even believe in love. She does this through her craft, devising ways to make false premonitions come true and finally convinced Emil they are meant to be. But things start turning eerie as she reads him his real fortune that indeed they are meant to be. Did the heavens really big them love? Will the cards reveal what their future is?
"Bilisan Mo!"
You have waited for so long to find Mr. Right that would complete you, but what if the right one finally arrives but you discover that you don’t have anything to give after all the painful experiences you had just to find him. This is a story of a lady who after giving all that she has for love, hurt many times by it, realizes that she has nothing more to give.
My girlfriends and I watched Brokeback Mountain last Thursday at Gateway Mall in Cubao..
We were like 2 mins late..
I dunno if the scene I saw was the start of the movie..
Still, I didn't mind it..
Why did I watch Brokeback?
1st because of the publicity of the movie..
2nd because I'm gay..
3rd because I have a crush on Jake..
I was really touched by the movie..
Some scenes really somehow happened to me..
It also made me realize about what has been happening in my life..
But I didn't cry while watching it..
One thing not evident in the movie though is their love for each other..
I don't know if it is implied that they were in love..
All I know is they like to spend time together in the mountains to fuck..
Maybe I'm wrong..
***
MY FAVORITE SCENE IN THE MOVIE..
nakita ko kasi sa dati kong blog to.. i used this nung 2005
What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
* bought porn vcd sa quiapo.. inutos ko lang kay Jmee.. pero nandun kami katabi niya.. pero siya yung kumakausap sa tindera.. Japanese men.. Hahaha..
Did anyone close to you give birth?
* yup..!! Shellanie Astorga gave birth to baby Oona..
Did anyone close to you die?
* not actually close, pudang ni Chels..
What countries did you visit?
* none.. :(
What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
* happiness and peace of mind
What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
* ano ba? October 19, 2006.. why? Secret!
What was your biggest achievement of the year?
* I became a substitute professor for two meetings for 3 sections in Economics
What was your biggest failure?
* my heart..
Did you suffer illness or injury?
* buti wala..
What was the best thing you bought?
* bags from 168!
Whose behavior merited celebration?
* mine..!!!
Whose behaviour appalled you and made you depressed?
* dami.. hehehe.. prinovoke ko din siguro sila na saktan ako..
Where did most of your money go?
* fudang..!!
What did you get really, really, really excited about?
* teaching..
What song/s will always remind you of 2006?
* And I Am Telling You and What Kind of Fool I Am by Regine Velasquez
* Someday by Nina
* Beautiful Days by Kyla
Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Sadder
ii. thinner or fatter? Tangina, FATTER!
iii. richer or poorer? Poorer..!!!
What do you wish you'd done more of?
* mag-isip..!!
What do you wish you'd done less of?
* using my heart to decide..
Did you fall in love in 2006?
* kasasabi lang nga eh.. OO..!!
What was your favourite TV program?
* Project Runway..!!
Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
* wala naman..
What was the best book you read?
* good luck ah.. in as much as I want to read a book, I can’t.. Maiksi ang aking attention span in reading a book.
What was your greatest musical discovery?
* ano ba? Pinoy Bands..
What did you want and get?
* iPod.
What did you want and not get?
* love.. di pa rin eh..
Favorite film of this year?
* Zsa Zsa Zaturnah
What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
* 4 times ang aking celebration: 1st with Mayee and Karen sa Yellow Cab, 2nd with my Buddhist friends sa Dampa (share kami nung 2 pang may bday!), 3rd with my closest Buddhist friends sa may T. Morato and 4th with my orgmates, celebration naming ni Buddy Rea, same as last year’s.. 1611!!
What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
* peace of mind and happiness
How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
* di ko alam ang tawag..
What kept you sane?
* my religion
Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
* Mark Herras..!!
Who is your real-person crush?
* Michael Li
What showbiz gossip stirred you the most?
* Piolo Pascual and Sam Milby love team!!
Who was the best new person you met?
* my Buddhist friends… my AA mates.. gays friends (Muse & my ATEs)
Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005.
* Huwag mong questionin ang mga pangyayari..!!
Quote a song lyric that sums up your year
* Wasn’t it good, wasn’t it fine. Isn’t madness, he won’t be mine. But in the end he needs a little bit more than me more security (his fantasy and freedom). I know him so well.
Saturday, January 13, 2007
(save me from the nothing I've become..)
"There comes a time in a girl's life when she finds herself wishing that someone will just come to rescue her, and tell her that it's okay not to be tough. That she doesn't have to protect herself from getting hurt anymopre because he's already there to protect her. That she doesn't have to worry about getting her heart broken again because he'll do whatever it takes not to let it happen."

Shit! Does a goddess need anyone to come and rescue her? Is it okay to ask someone salvation? I tried.
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
*next year, ayoko ng gumawa ng ABC's of 2007.. punyeta ang hirap isipan ang bawat letter noh?! goodluck..
April of 2006 - dun me nagstart magblog..!! may blog naman me sa ibang web host pero sa blogspot nung April lang.. o diba? at least more people now can read about and my life..!!!
Daisaku Ikeda - Soka Gakkai International (my buddhist organization) President.. Sa 2006 niya na-receive ang kanyang 200th Honorary Doctorate from all over the world.. Siya ang may pinakamadaming Honorary Doctorate ever.. We're proud of him..
Encardre - my last play with Artistang Artlets.. one of the best production I have starred in.. sosyal.. "starred" talaga.. congratulations to Ryan Chua..!! Shell ang name ng character ko.. Bomb Shell..!!
Quezon City - walang relation sa aking 2006.. wala lang akong malagay for this letter.. wala naman akong karanasan sa Queso de Bola.. o kaya kay Queen Elizabeth.. o kahit anong Q..
Thursday, January 04, 2007
Alam naman natin na dedz na si Mr. Saddam..
He deserved it or not, naawa ako..
Naawa ako sa mga hinahang, na-sisilya elektrika, na-lelethal injection..
Hindi kasi ako talaga naniniwala sa mga capital punishments na yan..
Buti na lang sa Pilipinas, inabolish na ito..
Na-encounter ko lang tong video na ito..
Diba sa news pinutol?
E2 actual footage from a cellphone..
Habang pinapanood ko to, nakatakip yung kamay ko sa mouth ko..
Sana nga hindi ko na lang pinananood.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Monday, January 01, 2007
Nina
Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see through my eyes
But then I won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if I can't
I know
You dont really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long
Chorus
Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, I want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday
But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down, and I'm not down anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye
Chorus
Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, I want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday
hindi ko pa matapos yung year ender post ko..
Sunday, December 31, 2006
Monday, December 25, 2006
(naman, Dec. 24, 2006!)
*paskong pasko.. ang haba-haba ng tinype ko..
tapos nawala lang? gggrrr.. anyway, eto ulit..
my family and I went to 168 mall..!! hay.. suking-suki na ako ng 168.. reyna ata ako nun?! dyan ko lagi buy mga bags ko.. yup, MGA bags.. meaning madami na.. madami me bags from 168 kasi, ilang gamitan lang, sira na agad..!! sino ba naman ang hindi mapapabili ulit.. pero at least, iba-iba ang bag ko..!! hehehe.. pero kahit ganun, I keep coming back to 168.. ang saya lang mamili-mili dun.. for xmas, I bought shirts, wallet and you guessed it right, bag..!! yun lang naman mabibili mo for "guys" eh.. ayoko pa naman bumuy ng pants dun.. wit ko feel.. pag babae ka, maloka ka sa dami mong mabibili..
buti di masyadong siksikan sa mall.. kumonti na ang mga taong namimili.. at may nabalitaan akong gustong umeksena ah.. gustong agawin ang korona ko.. ayan siya sa picture.. gaga!! hindi yang mga chinese na yan.. yun yung naka-ternong green.. kalowka.. pupunta ng 168 ng nakaterno.. very Filipino.. and nag-iisang fashion icon - IMELDA!!! (pictures were not taken during the same day.. nakuha ko lang siya sa net.. tsaka ayoko siyang makasabay..!!) pansinin nyo ang mga katabi ng lola mo, sa bang direksyon nakatingin at hindi kay Imelda.. sino kaya ang isa pang dumating? balita ko madami daw bags.. hahaha..!!
eto talaga ang highlight ng aking blog.. ang susunod na float.. "Super Noypi".. I saw Katrina Halili (maganda siya ah.. maliit lang fez nya!), Sandara Park din ang ganda.. John Prats panalo (crush ng kapatid ko)... si Polo naman hottie (crush ni mudang).. at xempre dahil nandun si Mark Herras..!! naka white t-shirt siya.. tapos nakasuot siya ng glowing devil headband.. at red ang ibang parts ng hairlalou niya.. water na water na me when I saw him.. he's hot.. hotter than hell..!! kapatid ko and mudang ko eh todo sigaw.. eh ikaw, walang magawa.. ang drama ko sa mga moment na yun ay dead ma.. KJ ang image ko.. kunyari I'm not enjoying the parade.. bakit naman kamo? katabi ko si pudang..!! aber sige nga, anong gagawin ko? binubuhos ko na lang ang pagnanasa ko kay Mark sa aking mga isip.. sa isip na lang me magwawater.. sa isip nalang me magfifinger (ay ang bastos!!).. che..!!Saturday, December 23, 2006
wala siguro akong maisip na ibang topic kaya I wanna talk about animals I adore.. 3 animals lang naman talaga ang gusto ko.. sayang lang that you can not keep them as pets.. except for the dog.. pero I can not afford it pa ngayon.. xempre, wala pang work..
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Recently, may controversy na naman ang mga sprinter.
Sa nakaraang Asian Games, isang Indian ang nagfail ng gender test.
Taray diba?
Kalowka talaga..
Magfail ba ng gender test!!
binawi tuloy ang silver medal ng lola mo..
e2 siya..
si Santhi Soundararajan from India..

it brings back memories..
sino ang hindi nakakakila sa sariling atin?
ang nag-iisang NANCY NAVALTA!!


remember nyo rin ba ang MMK episode nya?
played by Alesandra de Rossi.
magka-fez ba?
chos!!
bakit ba may mga insidenteng ganito?
sino ang may kasalanan?
ambisyosa lang ang mga ate natin o biktima lang sila ng kanilang ambisyon?
kahit ano pa man ang sabihin natin,
BAKIT KA BABAGSAK SA GENDER TEST?!
PUNYETA!!!
Monday, December 18, 2006
(xempre ndi pa!)
8 days to go before christmas.pero kung hindi dahil sa countdown sa radio, sa tv,
alam mo na bang malapit na ang xmas?
ndi diba?
ni hindi mo ma-feel na xmas na..
iba na talaga pag tumatanda na (hindi pa ako gurang ah!)..
hindi na exciting ang xmas..
kasi nung bata ka pa, excited ka kasi may mga gifts..
eh ngayon, di na uso gifts..
may text naman eh..
greetings na lang..
tsaka sa hirap ng buhay, ilang tao lang mabibigyan mo..
as a buddhist, hindi naman kasi nagcecelebrate ng xmas..
we don't treat xmas as the Birth of Christ..
parang normal holiday na lang siya for us..
exchange gifts tsaka noche buena..
one thing good about xmas is that..
kahit papaano..
there's this one time of the year na..
MASAYA ANG LAHAT!
happy holidays to all!!
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Thursday, November 30, 2006
one of the most memorable lines in Philippine Cinema..
pwedeng-pwede ng ihanay sa mga dekalidad na pelikulang Pilipino..
pansinin nyo ang determination at faith ni Mark Lapid..
galit na galit siya..
pang best actor.. ULOL!
enjoy..!!
mark, pasenxa ah..
naniniwala na ako sayo..
ndi mo na dapat ulit-ulitin pa!
(buti hindi siya binaril ni Dick Israel dahil sa lakas ng boses nya!)
Tuesday, November 21, 2006

everybody watched the fight..
Pacquiao won..
sabi nga, "Pilipino ang tumapos!"
pero sa mga ibang baklang nakapanood nung laban..
iba ang pananaw..
ndi naman yung laro ang interest..
AMININ NIYO..!!
yes..
si Erik Morales..!!
ang hot nya..!
as in super hottie..!!
hay..
nakita nyo ba ang fez nya nung natumba for the 2nd time?
cutie..
hahaha..
pero ang boxing pala nakakatanda noh?!
27 lang si pacquiao..
30 na si morales..
pero mukha na silang matatanda..!!
wawang morales..
wit na career..
buti pa si VINA..!!!!
nag-eenerva!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, November 17, 2006
Shux.. Almost everyday akong bumibili nito.. Kaya yun, nauubos baon ko..!! Grr... As if naglilihi ako.. (Ambisyosa!!) When I went to Subic, super mura nun doon.. Mga P70.00 lang.. eh dito sa Manila, goodluck naman.. P118.00..!! pero worth it naman..!! But wait, pero hindi ko naman kayang lafangin ito ng1 day lang noh?! Mga 2 days naman.. Sa gabi ko siya laging kinakain while nakahilata sa couch watching TV.. o diba? very couch potato.. kaya ako tumataba eh.. at least 0% cholesterol..!! healthy pa rin.. hahaha..!! buy na kayo..!!! ang sarap..!!!! By the way, hindi pa ito maituturing na junk food.. Dahil according sa BFAD, there's no such thing as junk food.. Dahil hindi naman daw nila iaapprove ang isang fudang na ibenta sa market kung JUNK ito.. Tama naman sila diba? Eh fine, kung healthy junkie kayo, wag kayong lumafang nito.. Wala itong Sangkap Pinoy Seal.. Lumafang na lang kayo ng Pidro Salt.. Maalat din yun.. Pampatalino din yun diba? Murayra pa..!!Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Considering themselves to blame for their situation, some people have fallen prey to a sense of powerlessness. This is, however, a distortion of the original meaning of karma as it is used in the Buddhist tradition. To accept the idea of karma does not mean to live under a cloud of guilt and vague anxiety, not knowing what bad causes we may have made in the past. Rather, it means to be confident that our destiny is in our own hands and that we have the power to transform it for the better at any moment.
. . . differs fundamentally from the kind of mechanistic causation which, according to modern science, holds sway over the objective natural world--a world divorced from subjective human concerns. Causation, in the Buddhist view, spans a more broadly defined nature, one that embraces human existence. To illustrate, let us assume that an accident or disaster has occurred. A mechanistic theory of causation can be used to pursue and identify how the accident occurred, but is silent regarding the question of why certain individuals should find themselves caught up in the tragic event. Indeed, the mechanistic view of nature requires the deliberate forestalling of such
existential questionings.
In contrast, the Buddhist understanding of causation seeks to directly address these poignant "whys?"
Originally, the Sanskrit word karma meant work or office, and was related to verbs that mean simply "do" or "make." According to Buddhism, we create karma on three levels: through thoughts, words and actions. Acts of course have a greater impact than mere words. Likewise, when we verbalize our ideas, this creates more karma than merely thinking them. However, since both words and deeds originate in thoughts, the contents of our hearts--our thoughts--are also of crucial importance.
Karma can be thought of as our core personality, the profound tendencies that have been impressed into the deepest levels of our lives. The deepest cycles of cause and effect extend beyond the present existence; they shape the manner in which we start this life--our particular circumstances from the moment of birth--and will continue beyond our deaths. The purpose of Buddhist practice is to transform our basic life tendency in order to realize our total human potential in this lifetime and beyond.
As one of the ancient Buddhist texts states: "If you want to understand the causes that existed in the past, look at the results as they are manifested in the present. And if you want to understand what results will be manifested in the future, look at the causes that exist in the present."
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Super addicted na talaga ako sa prutas na ito.. Everyday na lang ata, gusto kong kumain nun.. Pag nagcocommute me (as if naman hindi lage), pag may nadadaan me fruit stand, i'd really buy lansones.. Sarap..!! Minsan, when I'm with my buddhist friends, we'd buy 1 kilo (split into two) tapos we'd eat it habang naglalakad papunta sa aming destination.. At maghahanap talaga kami ng place kung san we could sit and finish it all up..! Mahal na nga lansones ngayon eh.. Dati P25 per 1/2 kilo, ngayon P35 na.. Kahit na ganun, no choice but to buy..Mabilis na gumayak ang mag-asawa upang magsimba sa misang minsan sa isang buwan idinaraos sa kanilang nayon ng kura paroko ng bayan. Hindi nagtagal at ang mag-asawa ay kasama na sa pulutong ng mga taga-nayong patungo sa Kapilya. Magkatabing lumuhod sa isang sulok ang magkabiyak at taimtim na nananalangin. "Diyos ko," and marahang panalangin ni Edna, "Patnubayan mo po kami sa aming pamumuhay, nawa'y huwag magbago ang pagmamahal sa akin ni Manuel." Si Manuel naman ay taimtim ding dumadalangin sa kaligtasan ng asawa, na alam niyang nagtataglay sa sinapupunan ng unang binhi ng kanilang pag-iibigan.
Nang matapos ang misa ay magiliw na inakay ni Manuel ang kabiyak at sila'y lumakad na pauwi sa kanilang tahanan. Sa kanilang marahang paglalakad ay biglang napahinto si Edna.
"Iyan ay lason kaya't hindi ko maibibigay sa iyo." Pagkarinig ni Edna sa wika ng asawa ay pumatak ang luha. Sunod-sunod na hikbi ang pumulas sa kanyang mga labi. Parang ginugutay ang dibdib ni Manuel sa malaking habag sa asawa ngunit tinigasan niya ang kanyang loob.
Masuyong inakbayan ni Manuel ang asawa at marahang nangusap. "Huwag na iyan ang hilingin mo, alam mo namang iya'y lason. Hayaan mo at pagdating natin sa bahay ay pipitas ako sa duluhan ng mga manggang manibalang."
Walang imikan nilang tinalunton ang landas patungo sa kanilang tahanan. Ang maaliwalas na langit ng kanilang pag-iibigan ay biglang sinaputan ng ulap. Ni hindi sinulyapan ni Edna ang mga manggang manibalang na pitas ni Manuel sa kanilang duluhan. Ang babae'y laging nagkukulong sa silid, ayaw tumikim man lamang ng pagkain at ayaw tapunan ng tingin ang pinagtatampuhang asawa.
Hindi nagtagal ang babae'y naratay sa banig ng karamdaman. Hindi malaman ni Manuel ang gagawin sa kalunoslunos na kalagayan ng asawa."Edna, ano ba ang dinaramdam mo?" lipos na pag-aalalang wika ni Manuel habang buong pagsuyong hinahaplos ang noo ng maysakit.
Marahang iling lamang ang itinugon ng nakaratay at dalawang butil ng luha ang nag-uunahang gumulong sa pisngi. Balisang nagpalakad-lakad si Manuel sa tabi ng maysakit. Hindi niya matagalang tignan ang payat na kaanyuan ngayon na kaibang-kakaiba sa dating Ednang sinuyo niya't minahal. Wala na ngayon ang namumurok na pisngi, ang dating mapupungay na mga mata'y malalamlam, wala na ang ningning ng kaligayahan, maputla ang dati'y mapupulang mga labi at mistulang larawan ng kamatayan.
Noong hindi na niya makaya ang damdaming lumulukob sa kanyang pagkatao ay mabilis siyang nagpasiya. Kukunin niya ang mga bunga ng lansones. Ang bunga ng kamatayang pinakamimithi ng kanyang asawa. Sa wakas ay isinuko rin niya ang katigasan ng kanyang loob, dahil sa matinding habag sa kabiyak.
Nanaog siya at tinungo ang puno ng lansones. Nanginginig ang kamay na pinitas ang isang kumpol ng bunga ng kamatayan.
"Diyos ko, tulungan mo po kami, pinakamamahal ko ang aking asawa at wala ng halaga sa akin ang buhay kung siya'y mawawala pa sa aking piling," nangangatagal ang mga labing marahan niyang naiusal kasabay ng mariing pagpikit ng mga mata. Sunod-sunod na patak ng luha ang nalaglag sa pagkagunitang ang bungang iyon ang tatapos sa lahat ng kanilang kaligayahan.
Sa pagmumulat niya ng paningin siya'y nabigla. Anong laking himala! May nabuong liwanag sa kanyang harapan at gayon na lamang ang kanyang panggigilalas noong iyon ay maging isang napakagandang babaing binusilak sa kaputian. Humalimuyak ang bangong sa tanang buhay niya ay noon lamang niyang masamyo. Sa tinig na waring isang anghel ay marahang nangungusap ang babae. "Anak ko, kainin mo ang bungang iyong hawak."
Nagbantulot sumunod si Manuel sapagkat alam niyang ang bungang iyon ay lason. Sa nakitang pagaalinlangan ni Manuel ay muling nangusap ang babaeng nakaputi. "Huwag kang matakot, kainin mo ang bungang iyong hawak." Pagkasabi noo'y kumuha ng isang bunga sa hawak na kumpol ni Manuel at ito'y marahang pinisil.
Mawala ang takot ni Manuel at mabilis na tinalupan ang isang bunga ng lansones. Anong sarap at anong tamis! Nang ibaling niya ang paningin sa babaeng nakaputi ay nawala na ito. Biglang naglaho at saan man niya igala ang kanyang mata ay hindi makita. "Salamat po, Diyos ko!" ang nabikas ni Manuel. Biglang sumigla ang katawan ni Manuel at hindi magkandatutong pinitas ang lahat ng mga bungang makakaya niyang dalhin at nagdudumaling umuwi sa naghihintay na asawa.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
totoo kaya ang mga ghost sightings?
ndi pa naman kasi ako nakakaexperience ng the real thing..
puro yung sa tv lang and kwento..
totoo kaya?
for me kasi, To See is To Believe..
pero ayoko ko rin makakita in case totoo man..
creepy..
ayoko rin magka-3rd eye..
sobrang scary..
maya't maya na lang may nararamdaman at nakikitang dedz..!!!
no way..!!!
natakot kaya me ng slight dun sa pinalabas ng Bayan Productions..
diba nung Sunday meron after PDA?
scary..
hosted by Kath de Castro and Albert Martinez..
kinikilabutan me sa ibang scene..
scary talaga..
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para sa mga mahihina ang puso, don't watch...!
GHOST SIGHTING caught on TAPE
London Dungeon CCTV
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Regine @ TwentyOctober 14, 2006
9PM
Ang gabi kung saan:
..lahat ng mga parlor ay sarado
..walang tao sa chatroom ng #bi-manila
..sarado ang bar sa malate
..sarado ang mga gay bar sa timog
dahil lahat ay nasa araneta coliseum para sa concert ni regine..
ang daming bakla sa araneta..
nakaka-suffocate..
nagmistulang palengke ang araneta..
ANG LALANSA!!
hehehe..
iba't ibang mga ate ko ang nakita ko..
may mga mujer na mujer..
may mga pa-mhin na (ang mabenta ngayong panahon)
may mga as is lang..
magkakasama sa grupo..
may magjojowa..
may magkasama ang bestfriend na babae..
2nd day yung napanood ko..
kasama ko mga buddhist friends ko and ate jason..
wawa ang Regine.. PAOS..!
pero dahil sa isang milagro, nagbalik ang boses nya..
naabot ang dapat maabot..
standing ovation ang lola sa awiting "What Kind of Fool I Am"
nakaduet din nya si tita Jed Medela.. (proud ang mga bading sa kanya!)
winner ang mga gown..!!
pag-inauction ulit yun, bibilhin ko yung pinakaunang gown na sinuod nya that night..
Panoorin nyo nalang..
1st day tong video..
di pa siya paos dyan..
enjoy!
Part1
Part 2
(kung ano man tawag sa kanila)
dati kasi pldt kami..
tapos inacquire na ata ng Smart kaya, Smart Bro na kami..
hassle!
ngayon lang kami ngkanet..
pinagpapasa-pasahan ako ng PLDT at SMART kung san ako kukuha ng activation key..
dati kasi nung pldt pa, automatic na ah..
ngayon kukuha ka pa ng activation key..
pag open ko sa email ko, may nakita me na file..
.wav file nung pldt complaint..
ganun din nangyari sakin (minus the swearing)..
eto yung nasa news..
shocking talaga..
pero funny..
listen. enjoy. laugh.
(aim: malaman kung sino ang unang nagmura?)
yung sound file nasa baba ng tagboard.. pakiplay nalang..
Friday, October 13, 2006
(as if I have one!)
From an email.. Hope we'll learn something from it..
The six BIGGEST mistakes we make in the beginning of a relationship:
1. We don't ask enough questions.
2. We ignore warning signs of potential problems.
3. We make premature compromises.
4. We give in to Lust Blindness.
5. We give in to material seduction.
6. We put Commitment Before Compatibility.
Seven Wrong Reasons to be in a Relationship:
1. Pressure (age, family, friends, etc.)
2. Loneliness and desperation
3. Sexual hunger
4. Distraction from your own life
5. To avoid growing up
6. Guilt
7. To fill up your emotional or spiritual emptiness.
The Lust into Love Formula
1. First, you feel powerful sexual chemistry with someone or, in raw terms,lust.
2. Next, you act on those urges and have sex with that person.
3. Then you experience some guilt or discomfort having been so sexually
intimate with someone you aren't that emotionally connected with.
4. Finally you create a relationship with that person to legitimize your lust.
Five Realities about Love
1. Love is not enough to make a relationship work - it needs compatibility and it needs commitment.
2. It just takes a moment to experience infatuation, but true love takes time.
3. It is possible to experience true love with more than one person there are many potential partners you could be happy with.
4. The right partner will fulfill many of your needs but not all of them.
5. Good sex has nothing to do with true love, but making love does.
Five Deadly Myths about Love
1. True love conquers all.
2. When it's really true love, you will know it the moment you meet the other person.
3. There is only one true love in the world that is right for you.
4. The perfect partner will fulfill you completely in every way.
5. When you experience powerful sexual chemistry with someone, it must be love.
Fatal flaws to watch out for in a partner:
1. Addictions.
2. Anger.
3. Victim consciousness.
4. Control freak
5. Sexual Dysfunction.
6. Hasn't grown up.
7. Emotionally unavailable.
8. Hasn't recovered from past relationships.
9. Emotional damage from childhood.
Here are seven compatibility time bombs that can destroy a relationship:
1. Significant age difference.
2. Different religious background.
3. Different social, ethnic, or educational background.
4. Toxic in-laws.
5. Toxic ex-spouse.
6. Toxic Stepchildren.
7. Long-distance relationships.
Six qualities to look for in a mate:
1. Commitment to personal growth.
2. Emotional openness
3. Integrity
4. Maturity and responsibility
5. High self-esteem.
6. Positive Attitude towards life
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Guidance in Faith and Life













