Sunday, February 04, 2007
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
look at the pix.
so meant to be.
credits to empress for the idea of this post

Monday, January 29, 2007
Monday, January 15, 2007
(posts from my old blog)
UTANG NA LOOB
(Debt of Gratitude)
Bakit kaya nauso ang UTANG NA LOOB sa mga Pilipino noh?
Naiinis ako dito..
Dapat nga matuwa pa ako diba (lalo na kasi saakin may utang)..
Pero ndi..!!
Ginagawa ng isang tao ang isang bagay sayo dahil dito?
Nakakatuwa ba yun?
HINDI.
(na-mention nya kasi na may play dati sa CCP tapos di xa pumunta kasi malayo)
Me: Paano kaya kung yung play namin sa CCP kaya ginagawa, eh di ndi ka na pumunta?
Him: Pupunta! May utang na loob ako sayo eh.
Fucker..!!
Diba nakakainis yung ganun?
Shit..!!
Ginagawa mo yung isang bagay not because gusto mo talaga but dahil sa utang na loob?
grrr..
HInatid ko siya sa sakayan..
Him: Hanggang dito na lang. Malayo pa lalakarin mo pabalik. Salamat nalang.
Me: Ano ka ba? Konti lang yan noh? Parang AB to EspaƱa lang to.
Him: Hindi sige na. Tignan mo may mga nagiinuman pa dito, baka maano ka pa pagbalik mo.
Me: He! Tsaka hayaan mo na, mauubos na naman yung utang diba? Konti na lang.
Him: Hindi naman kasi literal na nauubos yun noh. Hindi yun mauubos. Kaw talaga.
Me: ...
Last night, March 26, 2006, was the night for Artistang Artlet's 25th Anniversary Production.. It was held for the first time outside of UST (where our plays were not allowed to be shown).. PETA Theater Center was the chosen venue for this production.. Though the audience we expected were more than who came, still it was a success.. The almost 2 month preparation of each individual both members and alumi paid off.. I'm proud to be part of Artistang Artlets, I'm proud to have been part of this Anniversary Production.. Though I have experienced a lot of problem regarding this production, I still am proud to say, "I did it!"..
The following are the synopsis of the ORIGINAL PLAYS done by AA:
"JEWEL at ANG KANYANG DALAWANG.."
by Kristoffer Andres
Jewel is average gay guy who fell in love for the first time with his classmate Edward. Although they are good friends, Jewel is yet to tell his heartthrob friend about his inner feeling for his classmate. But his decision is weighed by two of his conscience: one prodding Jewel into the relationship while the other implicating Edward as a user who would take advantage of Jewel’s niceties. Jewel decided to follow his feeling and tell Edward, but ends up embarrassed and ashamed. And as he tries to kill himself, he was saved by a mysterious phone call. Years passed, Jewel and Edward had gone their separate ways. But Jewel has been hounded by Edward to which the gay guy doesn’t entertain. However, a sudden realization wakes Jewel and was able to look into Edward’s feelings. Now, Jewel has to make up for lost time, to tell Edward about how he feels for his friend. But at what cost?
"Abuloy"
The story revolves around the life of Mathilda Barbasa, a struggling widow with an autistic daughter who is faced with a dilemma of saving her dead husband from the clutches of the funeraria’s awaiting freezer by paying the expenses. Suddenly, a mysterious man, Gregory Asuncion, appeared in the picture. Will he be of help to Mathilda or will he bring her husband into a cold and freezing disaster?
"Memorandum of Agreement"
It’s Chiqui’s birthday party. Lovers Park and Arlene show up along with their gay bestfriend Cromwell. Cromwell shares a rumor in the group that leads to every different sides from among the guests. In the middle of tequilas and red wines, revelations unfold as Arlene announces pregnancy from his long time boyfriend Park while Cromwell announces ten years of gay partnership to Arlene’s boyfriend Park. Chiqui announces that her husband left her because of impotence. In the end, a very unlikely resolution comes to mind that becomes an unforgettable gathering to each character.
"BARAHA"
Nitz is an aging fortune teller who’ve always waited for love. She dreams of a life of passion similar to the telenovelas she religiously follows. Her upcoming 35th birthday becomes a wake-up call: she has waited long enough. If love doesn’t find her, she will find love herself. She decides to pursue the man she adores – Emil, a policeman who doesn’t even believe in love. She does this through her craft, devising ways to make false premonitions come true and finally convinced Emil they are meant to be. But things start turning eerie as she reads him his real fortune that indeed they are meant to be. Did the heavens really big them love? Will the cards reveal what their future is?
"Bilisan Mo!"
You have waited for so long to find Mr. Right that would complete you, but what if the right one finally arrives but you discover that you don’t have anything to give after all the painful experiences you had just to find him. This is a story of a lady who after giving all that she has for love, hurt many times by it, realizes that she has nothing more to give.
My girlfriends and I watched Brokeback Mountain last Thursday at Gateway Mall in Cubao..
We were like 2 mins late..
I dunno if the scene I saw was the start of the movie..
Still, I didn't mind it..
Why did I watch Brokeback?
1st because of the publicity of the movie..
2nd because I'm gay..
3rd because I have a crush on Jake..
I was really touched by the movie..
Some scenes really somehow happened to me..
It also made me realize about what has been happening in my life..
But I didn't cry while watching it..
One thing not evident in the movie though is their love for each other..
I don't know if it is implied that they were in love..
All I know is they like to spend time together in the mountains to fuck..
Maybe I'm wrong..
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MY FAVORITE SCENE IN THE MOVIE..
nakita ko kasi sa dati kong blog to.. i used this nung 2005
What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
* bought porn vcd sa quiapo.. inutos ko lang kay Jmee.. pero nandun kami katabi niya.. pero siya yung kumakausap sa tindera.. Japanese men.. Hahaha..
Did anyone close to you give birth?
* yup..!! Shellanie Astorga gave birth to baby Oona..
Did anyone close to you die?
* not actually close, pudang ni Chels..
What countries did you visit?
* none.. :(
What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
* happiness and peace of mind
What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
* ano ba? October 19, 2006.. why? Secret!
What was your biggest achievement of the year?
* I became a substitute professor for two meetings for 3 sections in Economics
What was your biggest failure?
* my heart..
Did you suffer illness or injury?
* buti wala..
What was the best thing you bought?
* bags from 168!
Whose behavior merited celebration?
* mine..!!!
Whose behaviour appalled you and made you depressed?
* dami.. hehehe.. prinovoke ko din siguro sila na saktan ako..
Where did most of your money go?
* fudang..!!
What did you get really, really, really excited about?
* teaching..
What song/s will always remind you of 2006?
* And I Am Telling You and What Kind of Fool I Am by Regine Velasquez
* Someday by Nina
* Beautiful Days by Kyla
Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Sadder
ii. thinner or fatter? Tangina, FATTER!
iii. richer or poorer? Poorer..!!!
What do you wish you'd done more of?
* mag-isip..!!
What do you wish you'd done less of?
* using my heart to decide..
Did you fall in love in 2006?
* kasasabi lang nga eh.. OO..!!
What was your favourite TV program?
* Project Runway..!!
Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
* wala naman..
What was the best book you read?
* good luck ah.. in as much as I want to read a book, I can’t.. Maiksi ang aking attention span in reading a book.
What was your greatest musical discovery?
* ano ba? Pinoy Bands..
What did you want and get?
* iPod.
What did you want and not get?
* love.. di pa rin eh..
Favorite film of this year?
* Zsa Zsa Zaturnah
What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
* 4 times ang aking celebration: 1st with Mayee and Karen sa Yellow Cab, 2nd with my Buddhist friends sa Dampa (share kami nung 2 pang may bday!), 3rd with my closest Buddhist friends sa may T. Morato and 4th with my orgmates, celebration naming ni Buddy Rea, same as last year’s.. 1611!!
What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
* peace of mind and happiness
How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
* di ko alam ang tawag..
What kept you sane?
* my religion
Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
* Mark Herras..!!
Who is your real-person crush?
* Michael Li
What showbiz gossip stirred you the most?
* Piolo Pascual and Sam Milby love team!!
Who was the best new person you met?
* my Buddhist friends… my AA mates.. gays friends (Muse & my ATEs)
Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005.
* Huwag mong questionin ang mga pangyayari..!!
Quote a song lyric that sums up your year
* Wasn’t it good, wasn’t it fine. Isn’t madness, he won’t be mine. But in the end he needs a little bit more than me more security (his fantasy and freedom). I know him so well.
Saturday, January 13, 2007
(save me from the nothing I've become..)
"There comes a time in a girl's life when she finds herself wishing that someone will just come to rescue her, and tell her that it's okay not to be tough. That she doesn't have to protect herself from getting hurt anymopre because he's already there to protect her. That she doesn't have to worry about getting her heart broken again because he'll do whatever it takes not to let it happen."

Shit! Does a goddess need anyone to come and rescue her? Is it okay to ask someone salvation? I tried.
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
*next year, ayoko ng gumawa ng ABC's of 2007.. punyeta ang hirap isipan ang bawat letter noh?! goodluck..
April of 2006 - dun me nagstart magblog..!! may blog naman me sa ibang web host pero sa blogspot nung April lang.. o diba? at least more people now can read about and my life..!!!
Daisaku Ikeda - Soka Gakkai International (my buddhist organization) President.. Sa 2006 niya na-receive ang kanyang 200th Honorary Doctorate from all over the world.. Siya ang may pinakamadaming Honorary Doctorate ever.. We're proud of him..
Encardre - my last play with Artistang Artlets.. one of the best production I have starred in.. sosyal.. "starred" talaga.. congratulations to Ryan Chua..!! Shell ang name ng character ko.. Bomb Shell..!!
Quezon City - walang relation sa aking 2006.. wala lang akong malagay for this letter.. wala naman akong karanasan sa Queso de Bola.. o kaya kay Queen Elizabeth.. o kahit anong Q..
Thursday, January 04, 2007
Alam naman natin na dedz na si Mr. Saddam..
He deserved it or not, naawa ako..
Naawa ako sa mga hinahang, na-sisilya elektrika, na-lelethal injection..
Hindi kasi ako talaga naniniwala sa mga capital punishments na yan..
Buti na lang sa Pilipinas, inabolish na ito..
Na-encounter ko lang tong video na ito..
Diba sa news pinutol?
E2 actual footage from a cellphone..
Habang pinapanood ko to, nakatakip yung kamay ko sa mouth ko..
Sana nga hindi ko na lang pinananood.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Monday, January 01, 2007
Nina
Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see through my eyes
But then I won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if I can't
I know
You dont really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long
Chorus
Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, I want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday
But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down, and I'm not down anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye
Chorus
Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, I want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday
hindi ko pa matapos yung year ender post ko..
Sunday, December 31, 2006
Monday, December 25, 2006
(naman, Dec. 24, 2006!)
*paskong pasko.. ang haba-haba ng tinype ko..
tapos nawala lang? gggrrr.. anyway, eto ulit..
my family and I went to 168 mall..!! hay.. suking-suki na ako ng 168.. reyna ata ako nun?! dyan ko lagi buy mga bags ko.. yup, MGA bags.. meaning madami na.. madami me bags from 168 kasi, ilang gamitan lang, sira na agad..!! sino ba naman ang hindi mapapabili ulit.. pero at least, iba-iba ang bag ko..!! hehehe.. pero kahit ganun, I keep coming back to 168.. ang saya lang mamili-mili dun.. for xmas, I bought shirts, wallet and you guessed it right, bag..!! yun lang naman mabibili mo for "guys" eh.. ayoko pa naman bumuy ng pants dun.. wit ko feel.. pag babae ka, maloka ka sa dami mong mabibili..
buti di masyadong siksikan sa mall.. kumonti na ang mga taong namimili.. at may nabalitaan akong gustong umeksena ah.. gustong agawin ang korona ko.. ayan siya sa picture.. gaga!! hindi yang mga chinese na yan.. yun yung naka-ternong green.. kalowka.. pupunta ng 168 ng nakaterno.. very Filipino.. and nag-iisang fashion icon - IMELDA!!! (pictures were not taken during the same day.. nakuha ko lang siya sa net.. tsaka ayoko siyang makasabay..!!) pansinin nyo ang mga katabi ng lola mo, sa bang direksyon nakatingin at hindi kay Imelda.. sino kaya ang isa pang dumating? balita ko madami daw bags.. hahaha..!!
eto talaga ang highlight ng aking blog.. ang susunod na float.. "Super Noypi".. I saw Katrina Halili (maganda siya ah.. maliit lang fez nya!), Sandara Park din ang ganda.. John Prats panalo (crush ng kapatid ko)... si Polo naman hottie (crush ni mudang).. at xempre dahil nandun si Mark Herras..!! naka white t-shirt siya.. tapos nakasuot siya ng glowing devil headband.. at red ang ibang parts ng hairlalou niya.. water na water na me when I saw him.. he's hot.. hotter than hell..!! kapatid ko and mudang ko eh todo sigaw.. eh ikaw, walang magawa.. ang drama ko sa mga moment na yun ay dead ma.. KJ ang image ko.. kunyari I'm not enjoying the parade.. bakit naman kamo? katabi ko si pudang..!! aber sige nga, anong gagawin ko? binubuhos ko na lang ang pagnanasa ko kay Mark sa aking mga isip.. sa isip na lang me magwawater.. sa isip nalang me magfifinger (ay ang bastos!!).. che..!!Saturday, December 23, 2006
wala siguro akong maisip na ibang topic kaya I wanna talk about animals I adore.. 3 animals lang naman talaga ang gusto ko.. sayang lang that you can not keep them as pets.. except for the dog.. pero I can not afford it pa ngayon.. xempre, wala pang work..
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Recently, may controversy na naman ang mga sprinter.
Sa nakaraang Asian Games, isang Indian ang nagfail ng gender test.
Taray diba?
Kalowka talaga..
Magfail ba ng gender test!!
binawi tuloy ang silver medal ng lola mo..
e2 siya..
si Santhi Soundararajan from India..

it brings back memories..
sino ang hindi nakakakila sa sariling atin?
ang nag-iisang NANCY NAVALTA!!


remember nyo rin ba ang MMK episode nya?
played by Alesandra de Rossi.
magka-fez ba?
chos!!
bakit ba may mga insidenteng ganito?
sino ang may kasalanan?
ambisyosa lang ang mga ate natin o biktima lang sila ng kanilang ambisyon?
kahit ano pa man ang sabihin natin,
BAKIT KA BABAGSAK SA GENDER TEST?!
PUNYETA!!!
Monday, December 18, 2006
(xempre ndi pa!)
8 days to go before christmas.pero kung hindi dahil sa countdown sa radio, sa tv,
alam mo na bang malapit na ang xmas?
ndi diba?
ni hindi mo ma-feel na xmas na..
iba na talaga pag tumatanda na (hindi pa ako gurang ah!)..
hindi na exciting ang xmas..
kasi nung bata ka pa, excited ka kasi may mga gifts..
eh ngayon, di na uso gifts..
may text naman eh..
greetings na lang..
tsaka sa hirap ng buhay, ilang tao lang mabibigyan mo..
as a buddhist, hindi naman kasi nagcecelebrate ng xmas..
we don't treat xmas as the Birth of Christ..
parang normal holiday na lang siya for us..
exchange gifts tsaka noche buena..
one thing good about xmas is that..
kahit papaano..
there's this one time of the year na..
MASAYA ANG LAHAT!
happy holidays to all!!











