PAIN..

How long must a heartache last?
Meron ba talagang specific time span para dito?
Hanggang kelan ka dapat masaktan?

Years have passed.
Sabi ko I'm over.

Tapos kanina..
I checked his friendster account..
sabi sa testi nung gurl:
"we're getting married soon.. hehehe.."

i'm not taking it literally.
maybe it's a sort of lambing or something.
but the fact na nasasabi niya yun.
ggrrr..

tama magpakasal na kayo!
tapusin na ito.

masakit.

I NEED A LOT OF PAIN KILLERS..

A NEW GROCERY ITEM

Grab one now! Get it while supply lasts.

This is so mean..!!! Kahit na mukhang cute, pero shux ang mean talaga.. Why put a kid inside a grocery bag? Naiiyak na siya diba? Kung sino mang magulang ito, good luck sayo..!! ANG MEAN MO..!!!

FOREVER BLUE
Cacai Velasquez

Used to like the sound of the rain
And feel your arms around me
Together we go insane,
But I wake up to where I should be
I've longed for the wind,
They touch me through my feelings
And you'll never know till they begin,
What you want is really what it means

Don't wanna be forever blue
'Cause I deserve some love that's true
Finding it the hard way
And wishing for it everyday
I guess I was wrong to want you, yeah
'Cause I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid
To be forever blue

Gonna find some other guy for me
This time it will be just like the wind
Coming at the time it must be
And blowing to where I should be
I've longed for the wind,
They touch me through my feelings
And you'll never know till they begin,
What you want is really what it means

Don't wanna be forever blue
'Cause I deserve some love that's true
Finding it the hard way
And wishing for it everyday
I guess I was wrong to want you, yeah
'Cause I'm afraid, I'm afraid, yeah, I'm afraid
To be forever blue

Don't wanna be alone I need someone to hold on to
And share my dreams with a love
A love that's always true

Don't wanna be forever blue
'Cause I deserve some love that's true
Finding it the hard way
And wishing for it everyday
I guess I was wrong to want you, yeah
'Cause I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid
To be forever
I guess I was wrong to want you, yeah
'Cause I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid
To be forever
'Cause I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid
To be forever blue.


TANGINA NAMAN KASI EH.. GRR..!!!

ONE MILLION PESOS

exag.. sunod-sunod na mga nananalo ng P1M..
1,000,000.00
ilang zero din yan.. ang dami..

sa wowowee, nanalo ng P1M yung OFW from Lebanon..
sa deal or no deal, na nanalo yung woman..
sa GKNB, 2 na nanalo agad.. nung monday tapos kanina..

anong gagawin ko pag ako nanalo ng P1M.!!

tangina..!! mag-shoshopping ako hanggang mamatay..!!

tuloy-tuloy na kaya ang swerte sa mga tao?

ako kaya, kelan sweswertehin?

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Guidance for Daily Life

Everyone born in this world has a unique role that only he or she can fulfill. Were this not the case, we would not be here. The universe never acts without cause; everything invariably has a reason for being. Even the weeds people love to loathe serve a purpose. I might add that every cherry blossom has its own personality, a purpose and meaning in life that is unique to it--as does the plum, peach and damson.

ANG AKING BLOG.


BOW..

Warning Sign: Only in the Philippines

Kung ihing-ihi ka na at nakita mo ang sign na ito,

"Makuha mo pa kayang umihi?"

Having Powers

If you possess powers, what will do you? Powers (hindi yung super powers ah..), sa work mo, sa school mo, yung tipong officer ka, manager ka ng company mo, breadwinner ka ng family, eldest son/daughter ka, etc. Magugulat ka on what powers can do. Pero meron namang tao na hindi masyadong big deal yung pagkakaroon ng powers. Kasi they believe, like spiderman does na, "with great powers come responsibilities". But sad to say, yung pagkakaroon ng powers ng iba, eh masyadong nilalagay sa utak nila.. Kaya yun, good luck sa kanila..

When i heard the issue, I told myself, "Ganyan ba tinuro ko sa inyo?" This line transcends to everyone who was under me.. So ilang batches din yun including mine.. Grr.. Where in the world did that come from? I never even expect that to come from those persons.. Hay.. ANG AGA PA PARA SA MGA BAGAY-BAGAY.. Maraming pwedeng mangyari.. Hindi niyo pa ba alam yun? (Hello?! Kagaganap lang nun?!)

Marami ng nasaktan at nagdamdam sa mga nangyari.. Kahit magka-sorryhan man, the damage has been done.. Well, maganda na rin na it happened, at least alam na kung ano talaga ang tunay na katauhan nila..

Sad to say, "I've created evils!"

35 Reasons Why Men Are Just Happier People

(from an email)

1. Your last name stays put.
2. The garage is all yours.
3. Weddingplans take care of themselves.
4. Chocolate is just another snack.
5. You can never be pregnant.
6. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park.
7. You can wear NO shirt to a water park.
8. Car mechanics tell you the truth.
9. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky.
10. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt.
11. Wrinkles add character.
12. Wedding dress: $5000. Tux rental: $100.
13. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them.
14. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected.
15. New shoes don't cut,blister, or mangle your feet.
16. One mood all the time.
17. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat.
18. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase.
19. You can open all your own jars.
20. You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness.
21. If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still be your friend.
22. Your underwear is $8.95 for a three-pack.
23. Three pairs of shoes are more than enough.
24. You almost never have strap problems in public.
25. You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes.
26. Everything on your face stay sits original color.
27. The same hairstyle lasts for years, maybe decades.
28. You only have to shave your face and neck.
29. You can play with toys all your life.
30. Your belly usually hides your big hips.
31. One wallet and one pair of shoes -- one color for all seasons.
32. You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look.
33. You can "do" your nails with a pocket knife.
34. You have freedom of choice concerning growing a mustache.
35. You can do Christmas shopping for 25 relatives on December 24 in 25 minutes.

I DON'T WANNA BE HAPPY..!!! Hehehe..

24 Oras

(Not The News Shows)

Nowadays, 24 hour stores or establishments are fast emerging. Then it was only 7-11 which is famous for being open for 24 hours. I also knowof Goodah (the gotahan) which are open not only for 24 hourse, but 25 hours. Imagine that! And who could forget Wendy's. Now, some branches, if not all, of Jollibee, McDonalds, Chowking are also open for 24 hours. Does this mean 24 hours is not enough? People are becoming super dooper busy that 24 hours are not enough for a day. What's next? A 24 hour Mall? Can you imagine shopping in a mall for you favorite pants or shirt at 3:00 am? Or watching a movie you failed to see that day or night at around 4:00am? It may be good for some establishment to open for 24 hours, for it may be of help to those working really late at night or for those who go home really late. I don't like the idea of more stores/establishments opening for 24 hours. I'm just afraid that the value of time will be lost. No one will give importance to time anymore.

*****

Segue. Speaking of Wendy's. Here's Regine.

Ang Aking Pagtulog

(Kapamilya New Schedule)

Since July 3, 2006, iba na ang schedule ng primetime shows sa ABS-CBN and even sa kanilang Public Affairs shows.. Telenovelas then by 10:30pm Sharp, Bandila na.. Yung new News Show nila na kapalit ng Insider.. Korina Sanchez is back sa news anchoring.. I really like her.. Then after nun, Public Affairs na o minsan sitcoms.. Dahil sa changes sa schedule ng shows, naapektuhan na din yung aking sleeping habits.. Maaga na me nakakatulog.. Kasi maaga na rin natatapos yung mga shows ng ABS.. Hindi ko alam na makaka-affect sa pagtulog ko yung changes nila.. Psychological siguro?.. I dunno.. Pero it works ah.. Maganda rin yung ginawa nila.. At least maaga ng nakakatulog ang mga tao.. Masama na rin sa health ang nagpupuyat.. Bababa ang blood level mo.. Unless may insomia ka.. Tulog na tayo.. zzzZZZzzz...

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Guidance in Everyday Life

"Buddhism is found in the reality of society and daily life. Because Buddhism is in no way separate from this reality, we must strive through our actions to be exemplary models for others." - Daisaku Ikeda

Children. Pacquiao. Anniversary. DOTA

(All on July 2, 2006)

Children. It was my first time to be part of the Boys and Girls Division in-charges. We are tasked to take care of the children while their parents are in a Study Meeting. It's like day care center. It is from 1:30 - 3:00 pm only. This happens every first Sunday of the month. I was in-charge in showing the kids an experiment on Solubility. It was fun. As usual, the kids are makukulit. Thanks to these, I'm starting to learn the virtue of patience.

Pacquiao. Yah, he won. Yaman na niya.

Anniversary. It's Artistang Artlets' 26th anniversary. Went to UST for the usual celebration at Lover's Lane. I came at around 3:30pm. It was almost done. Ate jellyace and barbecue. Then after..

DOTA. It was still early. The sophies decided to play DOTA. Julz who was very excited on that idea, decided to come and asked me to do the same. As we were walking from UST to Dapitan, he was telling me all I need to play DOTA. By the way, an apprentice was also with us. We were divided into two groups. 1st group - Gab (pudum pudum), Anne (cookie), Mingu (chenelyn), Godfrey (Reap). 2nd group - Me (goddess), Julz (Chanda), Jon (Jon is evil), Gabchi (gabchilog), Avery (Computer Bano). Sana tama ang recollection ko. It was fun and something new for me. I might play some again if schedule permits.

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Guidance in Everyday Life

"Buddhism is, in sense, an eternal struggle between the Buddha and demons; inother words, a contest between positive and negative forces. If we are neverassailed by negative influences, we cannot be said to be truly practicingNichiren Daishonin's Buddhism. Buddhist practice lies in bravely facing andovercoming adversity." - Daisaku Ikeda

AHAS

Literally na about sa ahas tong post ko.. Hindi yung ibang connotation nito.. Well.. I don't know kung bakit ako takot sa ahas.. As in I really don't know how it started.. Wala akong recollection na sometime in my childhood eh may na-ecounter ako na ahas.. Yikes..!! Super takot talaga ako sa ahas, kahit pictures lang.. Kaya nga hindi ako naglagay ng pix dito sa post ko eh..!! Pero hindi naman kasali yung cartoonish pictures of snakes.. Sa encyclopedia, pag nagbabasa ako, talagang iniiskip ko yung part na may snakes.. Eh yung sa encyclopedia pa naman iba't ibang snakes pa ang nandudoon.. Sa TV naman, siyempre channel surfing.. Minsan nalipat ko sa Animal Channel.. Good luck, ahas ang story nila.. Super nag-freeze ako na I can't move my fingers para ilipat yung channel.. Pumikit na lang ako talaga.. Yung mga classmates ko, alam nilang super takot ako sa ahas, everytime na may palabas sa tv titetext nila me na manuod sa isang channel.. Tapos bigla ko na lang malalaman na may ahas pala sa palabas na yun..!! O kaya minsan naman sa emails..!! Grr..!! Kahit sa zoo, tumatalikod me pag may snake na makikita.. Hindi ko talaga kaya.. Promise..!! Kahit snake skin lang, like nung drums ni Dewi (yung small congo.. tama ba yun?).. or wallet, bag, shoes na snake skinned.. So, kung gusto niyo akong patayin, alam niyo na paano.. Pahabol, napanood ko pala yung Anaconda sa sinehan, minsan sa tv.. Pero NAKAPIKIT ako..!! Hehehe..

*****

Guidance in Everyday Life

Youth, and indeed life itself, flash by in the blink of an eye. That is why it is important for you to ask yourselves what you can do for those who are suffering, what you can do to resolve the mournful contradictions that plague society, and boldly take on these great challenges without shunning the problems and difficulties you will inevitably face. - Daisaku Ikeda

AA AUDITIONS

sa mga blogger kong ka-AA Alumni..

why kayo wala there?

e2 ang nagpunta na alumni..

(in order of appearance)

Roi, Goddess, Jade, Jey, Madz, Mai, Pibs, Matet, Julz

though, konti lang applicants ngayon..

i must say, successful ang event..

well..

napansin na rin ng mga tao na tumaba ako..!!

(i hate it..!!)

kaya I'm starting on diet na..!!

huhuhu..

we get the chance to join each pools..

singit-singit sa acting, directing, scriptwriting, technicals, prod design..

and siyempre sa production management..

sa mga ganung pagkakataon maaalala mo yung nangyari sayo nung day na un..

ang auditions namin sa AVR ng CAFA dati..

acting ang pinili kong field..

buti, successful naman ako..

INTERVIEW portion..!!

ito ang pinakabasihan kung papasa ang applicant or not..

at least for me ah..

sa interview lalabas ang tunay na nasasaloob ng isang applicant..

dun mo makikita yung attitude..

siyempre hindi mawawala ang mga best in Q&A portion..

mga pa-bibo.. pa-biba..

ndi maiiwasan din ang may mga umiyak sa takot..

hay..

nakakamiss..!!

kita-kits next yr..!!

*****

Guidance in Everyday Life

"Once we have attained Buddhahood, we will be Buddhas in lifetime after lifetime. We will enjoy a state of absolute freedom throughout eternity. The Daishonin's golden words say so. This is the reason we practice faith." - Daisaku Ikeda

BUTI NA LANG.. Pero Hindi Rin..

BUTI NA LANG.. The thing na I'm very thankful dahil hindi me babae is REGLA.. O, diba the term? Menstruation. Ang hirap kaya.. Kailangan magsuot ng napkin (depending sa flow and intensity).. Tapos pagnatagusan ka pa sa isang unexpected at minsan, importateng panahon.. Siyempre, ang amoy din.. Malansa.. Tapos yung itsura nung dugo.. Hay.. Ang sakit-sakit ng PMS.. Sa sobrang sakit, minsan you can't do the things you need to do.. Premenstrual Syndrome.. Naiiyak na nga yung iba sa sobrang sakit.. Sakit sakit ng puson.. O, diba parang na-feel ko na? Pero siyempre sa nakikita ko sa kapatid ko, sa mom ko, sa friends ko..

PERO HINDI RIN.. Mas kakayanin ko pa ang sakit ng PMS kaysa ng sakit sa puso.. Hahaha.. Mas gugustuhin ko ng maging babae at ma-experience ang pagreregla at mga sakit nito kaysa maging bading at masaktan.. Mas madali sa babae ang humanap ng lalake kaysa sa bading na humanap ng lalake.. LALAKE ah.. Hindi yung kung anu-anu.. (Wala akong pinatatamaan).. Hehehe.. Hindi naman talaga sumagi sa isipan ko ang maging babae.. At wala naman talaga siya sa mga plano ko sa buhay.. Sex change is never an option saakin.. NO WAY..!! Naiisip ko lang to minsan pag nasasaktan ako.. Pero don't get me wrong, I am not in pain ngayon.. Matagal na dapat 'tong post na 'to.. Ngayon ko lang nagawa..

As I always say, ganyan talaga ang buhay.. You just have to make the most out of it.. Kahit papaano, meron naman..

ON WORKING

mga one year na akong graduate..
and yes, wala akong trabaho..
not because ndi ako natanggap..
dahil choice ko yun..
i need some rest..
pero nagmamasteral ako sa USTe..

if the count the years na nag-aaral ka..
super tagal nun ah..
i started nung 3, and graduated at 20..
o, diba?
i need some rest..
kasi pag nagtrabaho na me agad, yun na talaga..
wala ng pabanging-banging.. pa-easy-easy..
bawal na magkamali..
yun na talaga ang buhay..
tapos forever ka ng magtratrabaho kasi kailangan..
wala ka ng rest..
ang rest mo lang Holy Week..
Hello?! Ilang araw lang yun..

naawa ako dun sa mga walang choice..
yung wala silang choice na hindi pa mag-work..
wala silang choice na magpahinga muna..
kailangan na talaga nila magwork kasi ayaw na mag-aral..
or kailangan tumulong sa family..

kaya sa mga gragraduate..
if you can, pahinga muna..
wag kayong atat maghanap ng trabaho..
nandyan lang sila..
wag din matakot na walang mahanap na trabaho..
kaya do good in school para may edge ka na agad..

i'll work soon..
and by that time, I'll be super ready..

HOW DO YOU SHAVE?

Wala lang..
Bigla ko lang naisip tong topic while I was shaving..

Electric Shaver

Ako kasi I use an Electric Shaver..
Ok naman siya kasi madali lang..
Tsaka you can do it habang nanunuod ka ng TV..
etc..
Portable din siya..
Tsaka wala ka ng ipapahid-pahid pa..
Yun lang nga, mabilis din tumubo yung hair..

Shaver

Yung iba naman ang gamit, yung shaver with shaving cream..
Ewan ah, I haven't tried it kaya di ako alam..
Pero diba nakakasugat yun?
Like yung mga nakikita ko sa tv, movies..
Pero parang ang linis-linis tignan..
Pero ang problem ko dun, na-shashave mo din yung ibang hairs mo diba?
Kaya yung buong lower part ng face mo eh tinutubuan ng hair?
Yung parangkay George Clooney..
Pero parang ang saya..

Tweezers

(pasenxa na sa pix.. yun lang ang nakita kong lalaking nagchachani)
Yung ibang friends ko kasi na bading ang ginagamit nila tweezers..
So, triny ko siya..

Plinuck ko yung mga hair ko sa baba..

In fairness, hanggang ngayon wala pa ring tumutubo ulit..

Nung monday ako nagpluck..

Pero naman goodluck..

Maiyak-iyak me sa sakit..

Tapos yung bigote ko naman, shinave ko kahapon, yun meron na ulit ngayon..

Hay shaving.. Hehehe..

Bakit pa kasi kailangan mag-shave eh..?

What I mean is bakit pa kailangan tubuan ka ng buhok para i-shave..

Eh di kung wala kang balbas or bigote, wala ka ng shahavin..

Pa-laser na lang kaya ako..?

Nakakatakot din..

Mamaya may mangyari pag masama..

Happy Shaving..!!

*****

Buddhist Thoughts for The Day

You say in your letter, "Because my son killed others, I would like you to tell me into what kind of place he may be reborn." A needle sinks in water, and rain will not remain in the sky. Those who kill even an ant are destined for hell, and those who merely cut up dead bodies cannot avoid the evil paths. All the more must they suffer who kill human beings. However, even a large rock can float on the sea when carried aboard a boat. Does not water extinguish even a great fire? Even a small error will destine one to the evil paths if one does not repent of it. Yet even a grave offence can be eradicated if one repents of it sincerely. (LETTER TO KONICHI-BO, Major Writings of Nichiren Daishonin, Vol 4, p 164)

PLEASE LANG..!!

Punyetang commercial yan ng HBC..
Tuturuan pang lumandi ang mga bata..!!
Meron pang may first kiss can wait..!!
BUTI ALAM MO..!!

eto description ng ALLUE products..
A complete line of "My First..." products specially designed to cater to female teenagers’ beauty and personal care needs. Natural, alluring and innocently fun; a dependable companion for every girl’s first blossoming experiences to becoming a lady.

O, diba? Female teenager daw.. Pero yung sa commercial, ndi naman teenager yun noh?! mga 8, 9 or 10 lang ata yun.. Maganda naman yung products nila infairness, yung commercial lang talaga ako naiinis..

A Trip to Ilaya (Divisoria)

Diba sa title palang feeling nyo first time ko..
Hehehehe..
Mataggal na me nagpupunta sa Divisoria..
I actually love 168..!!
Divisoria Mall din..
Tsaka dun kami bumibili ng tela for uniforms and stuff..

This time, ibang experience naman eto..
Yung friend ko na buddhist din ay may stall dun..
Sa Ilaya..
Daming tao..
Siksikan pa..
Nagbebenta sila ng school supplies..

Nagpunta me kasi sabay kami punta sa meeting namin..
Meeting refers to our buddhist meeting..
1st day pala ng class yun..
So, binibigay na lahat ng kailangang supplies for school..
Daming tao..!!
Lahat may dalang papel/listahan..

Listahan:
Grade 1,2,3,4 pad
Cartolina
Paste
Art Paper
Theme Writing
Writing Notebook
Protractor
Compass
Plastic Envelope
Brown Envelope
Manila Paper
Floor wax
Basahan
Shoerag (yung sinusuot sa paa na bunnot pero tela)
etc, etc, etc..

Dun ko lang nalaman na iba't iba pala ang pad..
Iba-iba per year level..
Malay ko ba?
Ndi ko naman napansin nung ginagamit ko dati..
Tapos pati floor wax, basahan and shoerag kasama sa listahan..
Public school kasi kaya the cleaning job nakasalalay na lang sa students..

Sa isang listahan mga 150-200 ang nagagastos ng bawat mamimili..
Naaawa naman ako sa iba kasi kahit mura na yung gamit, di pa rin nila kaya..
Gusto ko nalang ngang dagdagan eh..
Mejo nagbenta-benta din ako dun ng konti habang hawak ko ang bag ko..
Syempre dapat careful ako..
Mamya may kumeme ng bag..

Yung mga binebenta dun, same lang sa national bookstore..
Mas mura pa..
Kung P15 sa national, P9 lang sa kanila..
Pero yun nga, yung lugar lang..

Sa araw na yun, makikita mo talaga na mahirap ang buhay ngayon..
Buti nalang may Divisoria noh?
Kung wala, kawawa naman ang mga Pilipino..

PIMPLES

Tangina..!!
May pimples na naman ako..!!
Guess kung saan na naman?
San pa?
Sa ILONG..!!!
Lagi na lang dun..

DALAGINDING
Dalagang Bading

kagabi featured sa I-witness ang docu na ito..
DALAGINDING..
ang cute nung docu..
3 part sya..

1st.. about kay Dexter..
7 years old pa lang sya..
mga friends nya girls lahat..
ung story nya kung ano yung pananaw ng mga
tao sa lugar nila sa kanya syempre pati ng family nya..

2nd.. they call themselves The Powerpuff Gays..
3 friends sila..
puro bading..
taray nito..
nag-journey pa silang 3 sa baguio dahil yung isa sa kanila,
may-aaminin sa lolo nya..
tapos yung 2, moral support..
winner to..!!

3rd.. Pussycat Gays
4 naman sila..
and yes, puro bading din..
eto ang pinaka-level sa lahat..
sila na yung nth stage ng pagiging dalaginding..
mga nag-pepekpek shorts na..
spaghetti strap..
at BRA..
pero ang pinakanakakaloka sa lahat..
at their tender age..
nag-piPILLS na sila..!!!
HORMONAL PILLS..

while watching the documentary, ang nasabi ko lang sa sarili ko, "I remember the days.." hahaha.. totoo.. makikita mo kasi yung sarili mo nung ganung edad ka pa.. kasi when people ask kung kelan ko daw nalaman na bading me, sabi ko since childhood.. pre-nursery nga alam ko na eh.. kaya ndi na ako na-shock dun sa mga bata na alam na nila at an early age..

dahil dito.. pwede itong gawing MEME..

Anong mga naaalala mo nung bata ka (gay childhood memories ah..)? Yung mga happiness lang.. Wag na yung mga masasama.. Okie?

** MS. UNIVERSE. nung bata ako, lagi kaming naglalaro ng Ms. Universe.. nauso pa naman yun kasi sa Manila ginanap yung Ms. Universe 1994.. memorize ko pa lahat ng names and countries nila dati.. at sa aming role playings, ako lagi si MINORKA MERCADO, Ms. Venezuela.. katcha/kumot pa ang mga ginagamit naming gown..

** BARBIE DOLLS. siyempre I don't own one noh?! sa younger sister ko lang.. at ito pa ang masama, ginupitan ko ng hair.. from long hair, naging apple cut..!!

** PINK RANGER/PINK FIVE/PINK MASK. kahit power ranger man, bioman o maskman, isa lang ang character na gusto ko..!! PINK ladies..!!

** MAKE-UP and HIGH HEELS. sino ba dito ang ndi pinaglaruan ang make-up at suotin ang high heels ni mudang o ni ate.. hahaha..

i pass this to my gay friends na nasa list ko.. ayokong mag-name names kasi baka ndi pala siya bading, magalit pa..!! hahaha..

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Buddhist Thoughts for The Day

The sincerity of making offerings to the Lotus Sutra at the beginning of the New Year is like flowers blooming from trees, a lotus unfolding in a pond, sandalwood blossoming on the Snow Mountains, or the moon beginning to rise….. those who believe in the Lotus Sutra will gather fortune from ten thousand miles afar. (NEW YEAR'S GOSHO, Major Writings of Nichiren Daishonin, Vol 1, p 272)