Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Meant To Be

look at the pix.
so meant to be.
credits to empress for the idea of this post


hanapin ang pareho sa larawan
1. the dila
2. shades
3. shirt (i'm also wearing stripes)
4. bigote marks!! (hahaha)

Monday, January 29, 2007

Buddhist Thoughts

Gosho Passage
The persecutions Nichiren has faced are the result of karma formed in previous lifetimes. The "Never Disparaging" chapter reads, "when his offenses had been wiped out," indicating that Bodhisattva Never Disparaging was vilified and beaten by countless slanderers of the correct teaching because of his past karma. How much more true this is of Nichiren, who in this life was born poor and lowly to a chandala family. Letter from Sado - WND, 303


Sensei's Guidance
Molly Brown was on board the Titanic when it tragically sunk in 1912. Although she knew the ship was taking on water, she shouted to a panic-stricken fellow passenger: "There's no danger. It simply can't go down, because I'm on it and I'm unsinkable." Her bantering words, which rang out with the determination never to be defeated and never to give in to despair are said to have given courage to her fellow passengers. Those who stand up at a crucial moment demonstrate genuine greatness.
TONGUE

wala akong mapost..
super not in mood na magblog..
pakingshet...!!!


mah baby mark..
bastos..!!
hehehe..
waterness!!
tnx to manilagayguy.com for the photo



Monday, January 15, 2007

Hukayin Mo!
(posts from my old blog)

UTANG NA LOOB
(Debt of Gratitude)

Bakit kaya nauso ang UTANG NA LOOB sa mga Pilipino noh?
Naiinis ako dito..
Dapat nga matuwa pa ako diba (lalo na kasi saakin may utang)..
Pero ndi..!!
Ginagawa ng isang tao ang isang bagay sayo dahil dito?
Nakakatuwa ba yun?
HINDI.

(na-mention nya kasi na may play dati sa CCP tapos di xa pumunta kasi malayo)
Me: Paano kaya kung yung play namin sa CCP kaya ginagawa, eh di ndi ka na pumunta?
Him: Pupunta! May utang na loob ako sayo eh.

Fucker..!!
Diba nakakainis yung ganun?
Shit..!!
Ginagawa mo yung isang bagay not because gusto mo talaga but dahil sa utang na loob?
grrr..

HInatid ko siya sa sakayan..
Him: Hanggang dito na lang. Malayo pa lalakarin mo pabalik. Salamat nalang.
Me: Ano ka ba? Konti lang yan noh? Parang AB to España lang to.
Him: Hindi sige na. Tignan mo may mga nagiinuman pa dito, baka maano ka pa pagbalik mo.
Me: He! Tsaka hayaan mo na, mauubos na naman yung utang diba? Konti na lang.
Him: Hindi naman kasi literal na nauubos yun noh. Hindi yun mauubos. Kaw talaga.
Me: ...

"This Must Be LAAAAB!"


Last night, March 26, 2006, was the night for Artistang Artlet's 25th Anniversary Production.. It was held for the first time outside of UST (where our plays were not allowed to be shown).. PETA Theater Center was the chosen venue for this production.. Though the audience we expected were more than who came, still it was a success.. The almost 2 month preparation of each individual both members and alumi paid off.. I'm proud to be part of Artistang Artlets, I'm proud to have been part of this Anniversary Production.. Though I have experienced a lot of problem regarding this production, I still am proud to say, "I did it!"..


The following are the synopsis of the ORIGINAL PLAYS done by AA:


"JEWEL at ANG KANYANG DALAWANG.."
by Kristoffer Andres


Jewel is average gay guy who fell in love for the first time with his classmate Edward. Although they are good friends, Jewel is yet to tell his heartthrob friend about his inner feeling for his classmate. But his decision is weighed by two of his conscience: one prodding Jewel into the relationship while the other implicating Edward as a user who would take advantage of Jewel’s niceties. Jewel decided to follow his feeling and tell Edward, but ends up embarrassed and ashamed. And as he tries to kill himself, he was saved by a mysterious phone call. Years passed, Jewel and Edward had gone their separate ways. But Jewel has been hounded by Edward to which the gay guy doesn’t entertain. However, a sudden realization wakes Jewel and was able to look into Edward’s feelings. Now, Jewel has to make up for lost time, to tell Edward about how he feels for his friend. But at what cost?


"Abuloy"
by Jaymar Castro


The story revolves around the life of Mathilda Barbasa, a struggling widow with an autistic daughter who is faced with a dilemma of saving her dead husband from the clutches of the funeraria’s awaiting freezer by paying the expenses. Suddenly, a mysterious man, Gregory Asuncion, appeared in the picture. Will he be of help to Mathilda or will he bring her husband into a cold and freezing disaster?


"Memorandum of Agreement"
by Geng delos Reyes


It’s Chiqui’s birthday party. Lovers Park and Arlene show up along with their gay bestfriend Cromwell. Cromwell shares a rumor in the group that leads to every different sides from among the guests. In the middle of tequilas and red wines, revelations unfold as Arlene announces pregnancy from his long time boyfriend Park while Cromwell announces ten years of gay partnership to Arlene’s boyfriend Park. Chiqui announces that her husband left her because of impotence. In the end, a very unlikely resolution comes to mind that becomes an unforgettable gathering to each character.


"BARAHA"
Michelle Ngu


Nitz is an aging fortune teller who’ve always waited for love. She dreams of a life of passion similar to the telenovelas she religiously follows. Her upcoming 35th birthday becomes a wake-up call: she has waited long enough. If love doesn’t find her, she will find love herself. She decides to pursue the man she adores – Emil, a policeman who doesn’t even believe in love. She does this through her craft, devising ways to make false premonitions come true and finally convinced Emil they are meant to be. But things start turning eerie as she reads him his real fortune that indeed they are meant to be. Did the heavens really big them love? Will the cards reveal what their future is?


"Bilisan Mo!"
by Cyril Ramos


You have waited for so long to find Mr. Right that would complete you, but what if the right one finally arrives but you discover that you don’t have anything to give after all the painful experiences you had just to find him. This is a story of a lady who after giving all that she has for love, hurt many times by it, realizes that she has nothing more to give.


Brokeback Fever

My girlfriends and I watched Brokeback Mountain last Thursday at Gateway Mall in Cubao..
We were like 2 mins late..
I dunno if the scene I saw was the start of the movie..
Still, I didn't mind it..

Why did I watch Brokeback?
1st because of the publicity of the movie..
2nd because I'm gay..
3rd because I have a crush on Jake..

I was really touched by the movie..
Some scenes really somehow happened to me..
It also made me realize about what has been happening in my life..
But I didn't cry while watching it..

One thing not evident in the movie though is their love for each other..
I don't know if it is implied that they were in love..
All I know is they like to spend time together in the mountains to fuck..
Maybe I'm wrong..

***
MY FAVORITE SCENE IN THE MOVIE..

Jack Twist: Tell you what, we coulda had a good life together! Fuckin' real good life! Had us a place of our own. But you didn't want it, Ennis! So what we got now is Brokeback Mountain! Everything's built on that! That's all we got, boy, fuckin' all. So I hope you know that, even if you don't never know the rest! You count the damn few times we have been together in nearly twenty years and you measure the short fucking leash you keep me on - and then you ask me about Mexico and tell me you'll kill me for needing somethin' I don't hardly never get. You have no idea how bad it gets! I'm not you... I can't make it on a coupla high-altitude fucks once or twice a year! You are too much for me Ennis, you sonofawhoreson bitch! I wish I knew how to quit you.
Ennis del Mar: [crying] Well, why don't you? Why don't you just let me be? It's because of you that I'm like this! I ain't got nothing... I ain't nowhere... Get the fuck off me! I can't stand being like this no more, Jack.
My Second Year-Ender

nakita ko kasi sa dati kong blog to.. i used this nung 2005

What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
* bought porn vcd sa quiapo.. inutos ko lang kay Jmee.. pero nandun kami katabi niya.. pero siya yung kumakausap sa tindera.. Japanese men.. Hahaha..

Did anyone close to you give birth?
* yup..!! Shellanie Astorga gave birth to baby Oona..

Did anyone close to you die?
* not actually close, pudang ni Chels..

What countries did you visit?
* none.. :(

What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
* happiness and peace of mind

What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
* ano ba? October 19, 2006.. why? Secret!

What was your biggest achievement of the year?
* I became a substitute professor for two meetings for 3 sections in Economics

What was your biggest failure?
* my heart..

Did you suffer illness or injury?
* buti wala..

What was the best thing you bought?
* bags from 168!

Whose behavior merited celebration?
* mine..!!!

Whose behaviour appalled you and made you depressed?
* dami.. hehehe.. prinovoke ko din siguro sila na saktan ako..

Where did most of your money go?
* fudang..!!

What did you get really, really, really excited about?
* teaching..

What song/s will always remind you of 2006?
* And I Am Telling You and What Kind of Fool I Am by Regine Velasquez
* Someday by Nina
* Beautiful Days by Kyla

Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder?
Sadder
ii. thinner or fatter? Tangina, FATTER!
iii. richer or poorer? Poorer..!!!

What do you wish you'd done more of?
* mag-isip..!!

What do you wish you'd done less of?
* using my heart to decide..


Did you fall in love in 2006?
* kasasabi lang nga eh.. OO..!!

What was your favourite TV program?
* Project Runway..!!

Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
* wala naman..

What was the best book you read?
* good luck ah.. in as much as I want to read a book, I can’t.. Maiksi ang aking attention span in reading a book.

What was your greatest musical discovery?
* ano ba? Pinoy Bands..

What did you want and get?
* iPod.

What did you want and not get?
* love.. di pa rin eh..

Favorite film of this year?
* Zsa Zsa Zaturnah

What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
* 4 times ang aking celebration: 1st with Mayee and Karen sa Yellow Cab, 2nd with my Buddhist friends sa Dampa (share kami nung 2 pang may bday!), 3rd with my closest Buddhist friends sa may T. Morato and 4th with my orgmates, celebration naming ni Buddy Rea, same as last year’s.. 1611!!

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
* peace of mind and happiness

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
* di ko alam ang tawag..

What kept you sane?
* my religion

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
* Mark Herras..!!

Who is your real-person crush?
* Michael Li

What showbiz gossip stirred you the most?
* Piolo Pascual and Sam Milby love team!!

Who was the best new person you met?
* my Buddhist friends… my AA mates.. gays friends (Muse & my ATEs)

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005.
* Huwag mong questionin ang mga pangyayari..!!

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year
* Wasn’t it good, wasn’t it fine. Isn’t madness, he won’t be mine. But in the end he needs a little bit more than me more security (his fantasy and freedom). I know him so well.

Saturday, January 13, 2007

BRING ME TO LIFE
(save me from the nothing I've become..)


"There comes a time in a girl's life when she finds herself wishing that someone will just come to rescue her, and tell her that it's okay not to be tough. That she doesn't have to protect herself from getting hurt anymopre because he's already there to protect her. That she doesn't have to worry about getting her heart broken again because he'll do whatever it takes not to let it happen."

if only wishes come true.


Shit! Does a goddess need anyone to come and rescue her? Is it okay to ask someone salvation? I tried.

"Someone will save you someday," He said. (MEANING: HE is not my prince charming! I'm not his goddess in distress. Don't worry, I understand.)

So, is anyone out there brave enough to come and rescue me? Anyone from the Justice League? Ay, busy ata sila. The Avengers? Sino daw? What about X-men? I am Phoenix..!! Batman kaya? Tigas ng costume kasi eh.. Super Inggo? Pedophile ba ang drama? Super Islao!? Save me Zanjoe..!! Ah, diba si Mark Herras super hero din sa Super Noypi? SIYA NA LANG..!!!!!!

Pero, at this point in time..
It's Mr. Yahoo! Big Grin that I want..
But sad to say, he has others to save..
Tsaka busy siya with lots of stuff..
Sino siya?
GO FIGURE.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

FROM THIS DAY ON



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i won't fuck with you anymore...!

ABC's of 2006
(My Yearend Entry)

*next year, ayoko ng gumawa ng ABC's of 2007.. punyeta ang hirap isipan ang bawat letter noh?! goodluck..

April of 2006 - dun me nagstart magblog..!! may blog naman me sa ibang web host pero sa blogspot nung April lang.. o diba? at least more people now can read about and my life..!!!

Buddhism - my religion.. this year ako naging super dooper active sa aming buddhist organization.. I was made a leader na.. I'm also in-charge sa mga kids ng aming organization.. Wanna be a Buddhist like me? Leave a message at the tag board.. Hehehe..

Crush ko - Sino pa ba? MARK HERRAS..!! Sobrang nakakaloka siya..!!! Sobrang ngayon lang ako nagka-crush ng super tindi sa isang artista..!! gggrr..

Daisaku Ikeda - Soka Gakkai International (my buddhist organization) President.. Sa 2006 niya na-receive ang kanyang 200th Honorary Doctorate from all over the world.. Siya ang may pinakamadaming Honorary Doctorate ever.. We're proud of him..


Encardre - my last play with Artistang Artlets.. one of the best production I have starred in.. sosyal.. "starred" talaga.. congratulations to Ryan Chua..!! Shell ang name ng character ko.. Bomb Shell..!!


Father - this year din, namatay ang pudang ni Julz.. Napag-usapan din naman sa wake na sa aming magkakaibigan, ako na lang ang may pudang.. Si Mai, dedz na din.. Si Jey naman nowhere to be found ang drama.. Maswerte me nandyan pa si Father..


Gaano Mo Ako Kamahal? - that was this year's most shocking text message/question I've received from a least likely person na magtetext nun.. sabi lang nya when I asked why, "Nagulat ka noh?!" Such a teaser..!!!


Having Powers - This was the title of my most controversial and intriguing blog entry dito sa blogspot.. Hay.. Ang aking blog, BOW..!


Inihaw na Liempo and Barbeque sa may SM Manila - panalo..!!! super sarap..!! mapapa-extra rice ka talaga..!! sa may labas siya ng SM Manila.. Near nung Andres Bonifacio edifice.. super affordable din ang price..!


Jolina Magdangal's Maybe Its You - 1st song ko dito sa blog na to.. Song ko rin siya.. Diba ganun naman lahat? May hihintay na tamang tao sa buhay.. Tapos pag nakita mo na at nagkatuluyan kayo, ang masasabi mo nalang, "Maybe it's you all my life!"


Kiss - Soft sweet little kisses.. (I can still remember..) For me, and until know I firmly believe that , A kiss is/will never be just a kiss..


Las Tres Estrellas - ay sosyal..!! napasama ang mga lola dito sa year-ender ko.. in fairness naman kasi to lugaw, panalo ang blog site na ito.. at nagawaran na rin ako ng Best in Comment award nila nung 2006.. share in the laughter.. visit http://lastresestrellas.blogspot.com


Mall of Asia - Sino ba ang hindi pa nakakapunta dito? The biggest mall in the Philippines..!


No Choice - pinakakinainisang sagot saakin sa tanong sa ym.. (I'm sorry I didn't tell you this!) pero diba? maybe "no choice" talaga.. nakakasad lang.. well, ganun talaga.. or "no choice" meaning hindi ako kasama sa pinagpipilian niya.. damn it!


One Six Eight (168) mall - pinakamaraming beses kong napunta na mall.. hay, I love my bags, my bracelets, shirts.. sayang at nawala na dun yung crush kong chinese.. hahaha..!!


Project Runway - for me has been the best reality based tv show shown n television.. hosted by Heidi Klum.. super exciting and interesting ang bawat episode.. up to season 3 pa lang napapanood ko.. sana mapalabas na agad sa Travel and Living.. Who will ever forget Tenacious Wendy?

Quezon City - walang relation sa aking 2006.. wala lang akong malagay for this letter.. wala naman akong karanasan sa Queso de Bola.. o kaya kay Queen Elizabeth.. o kahit anong Q..


Ruffles Sour Cream and Cheddar - Grr..!! My favorite snack of the year.. Yan, kaya tumaba me this year.. Yum Yum..!!!!!!!


Silver Anniversary ng AA - as for the culminating event ng aming anniversary, nagkaroon kami ng play sa PETA Theater Center.. "This Must Be LAAAAB!" ang collective title ng mga plays.. Scriptwriters/Directors were as follows: Jewel - Maruja Andres/Jon Montes, Memorandum of Agreement - Geng Delos Reyes/Jade Quinsaat, Abuloy - Jaymar Castro/Rain Yamson, Baraha - Michelle Ngu/?, Bilisan Mo! - Cyril Ramos/Jey Amurao


Twenty - Regine Velasquez celebrated her 20 years in the business with a concert.. Twenty and title.. it was my very first time to ever watch her concert.. hay.. I really love her!! ".. and maybe then I'll know, what kind of fool i ammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm" (standing ovation)..


UST Social Research Center - I had my part time job here for an International project. o, diba sosyal? at in dollars ang aking renumeration.. I'm still working here as a Research Assistant sa isang full-time researcher dun..


Viva Santo Tomas - UAAP Champs ang UST Growling Tiger and Salinggawi Troupe.. Ilang years, decades ago na yata nung nanalo ang USTe sa basketball.. Well, sa cheering naman, 5 times in a row lang naman.. Hehehe..


Wedding - Wedding ng aking bestfriends since chilhood.. Church: St. Peter The Apostle (sa dati naming School - SPAS) Reception: Le Pavillon (buti naman hindi ito naabutan ng Milenyo.. dati wasak ang Le Pavillon.. nakakaloka!)


Xylophone - che! ni hindi nga ako marunong tugtugin yun.. wala lang din ako malagay sa letter na ito.. ewa..!


YouTube - the best internet site ever..!! thanks to http://www.youtube.com talaga.. super dami kong video na napanuod.. Regine xempre.. MadTV.. Desperate Housewives, etc..


Zsa Zsa Zaturnah - Ze Musikal and Ze Movie.. Mas maganda yung play by Tanghalang Pilipino.. pero maganda din naman ang movie by Regal.. Go Zsa Zsa..!!

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Saddam Hussein

Alam naman natin na dedz na si Mr. Saddam..
He deserved it or not, naawa ako..
Naawa ako sa mga hinahang, na-sisilya elektrika, na-lelethal injection..
Hindi kasi ako talaga naniniwala sa mga capital punishments na yan..
Buti na lang sa Pilipinas, inabolish na ito..

Na-encounter ko lang tong video na ito..
Diba sa news pinutol?
E2 actual footage from a cellphone..
Habang pinapanood ko to, nakatakip yung kamay ko sa mouth ko..



Sana nga hindi ko na lang pinananood.
S-L-U-T

The new and improved goddess from the Himalayas?

eh putang ina ninyo kasi eh!

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

LTE's Award's Night

Vintage Channel strapless silf chiffon gown with densely ruched sweetheart bodice. The sculptural boned bodice is dimensionally ruched in converging directions above a generously pleated empire waisted layered skirt. Hidden rear metal zipper. $3,600.00

Monday, January 01, 2007

Someday
Nina

Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see through my eyes
But then I won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if I can't

I know
You dont really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long

Chorus
Coz someday, someone's gonna love me

The way, I want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday

But now

I know you can't tell
I'm down, and I'm not down anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye

Chorus
Coz someday, someone's gonna love me

The way, I want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday

hindi ko pa matapos yung year ender post ko..
kaya eto muna..
hay naku..!! 2007 na noh?!